joedirt said:
My carrier wave is definitely not tinnitus.
I have learned via meditation to hear the noise at all times. It changes pitch based on mood as well as substance I'm on, and sometimes it just changes pitch and volume quite sporadically.
I don't have high blood pressure and never have.
Personally I think that noise you hear is AUM or the literal sound of creation. Even more if I meditate on the noise it starts breaking up into constituent parts just like Patanjali described in his yoga sutras. I've heard it ring like church bells, I've heard it buzz like bees, I've heard it roar like the ocean. I have heard it go high pitched and then switch and go low pitch. I've learned to take a lot of comfort in this noise..
I'm not saying the blood pressure theory is wrong for some people, but for me. That noise is unquestionable the sound of AUM. Furthermore I have taught others how to hear their carrier wave (AUM) as well.
Just more food for thought.
It is still my belief that the slightly vasoconstricting physical effects of N,N-DMT cause a slight increase in blood pressure. This is what happens with vasoconstricting substances afaik, even more so with LSD. It's all linked when you think about it, whether you want to call the noise neuroelectricity or AUM...
As for coping, I like to imagine the sound is an allotment of frequencies (because it is) and since I am synesthetic, I begin to see these frequencies as light being emitted from my being. This, cannabis, and acceptance, are about all I know.