Viresco
Rising Star
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Ok.... where to begin with this one !!!
A little bit of background to say that after several attempts with the spice swim was feeling confident and was begining to feel that they could perhaps anticipate the warm loving feeling and encounters that almost all of the dmt experiences had provided. Initially each experience offered an expanding encounter, which on several occassions came accross other beings who were aware of their presence and a mutual loving feeling was present at all times, perhaps this was what lulled them into a false sense of security with the spice, with no indifference to taking it alone or with a sitter..... one day not so long ago all that changed.
An unexperienced user of psychodelics, not paying any attention to the amount of spice piled up upon the bong that day, just eager to go further into it than ever before. Having already taken one hit that day, curiosity was still getting the better and the need for a more profound experience took its toll. They have no idea how much spice was on the bong that day, only that it was way more than ever before. On the initial inhale, which in the past had merely been a melting of the spice, already smoke was filtering through at such an astonishing rate, they knew something different was in store but proceeded with a second inhale, at which point the room was already starting to disappear. Not content with that they were wanting to take more and proceeded with a third and final hit. In the past the process has offered the opportunity to take the hit, sit the bong down and relax into a comfortable position before blasting off for the ultimate enjoyment, but not that day!! They had barely sat the bong down when the onslaught started, the usual friendly psychedelic familiar place that they knew seemed almost fake and was very quickly replaced with something much more terrifyning. Black Dragon type creatures were hurtling towards them and around them in a menacing and demonic fashion, the ultimate manifestation of all that is fear and evil, corrupt, bad and intimidating was encompassing them at such a swooshing astonishing rate, they were presented with the most harrowing experience they could never have imagined. At this point they opened their eyes to see if that would offer any relief, however the room they were in seemed so unreal and like a distant memory they could no longer access. The black dragons kept tormenting them and were followed by wooden wheel type structures with stakes through them, hurtling big stone boulders towards them, there seemed no reprieve from this experience. Gargoile/elf like creatures were scurrying about terrified of the big black creatures, they were like grey type biengs caught up in it all, intuition said they were negative entities but in no comparison to the force which was currently being encountered. All coordinates were lost and total confusion took over, what was happening, is this where they would have to remain, as the experience eased and a bright white light replaced the haunting darkness, they felt that there was no way of return. On days leading upto the experience the person had been pondering the thoughts that if they were a multi-dimensional being then why was their sight so limited to 3D reality, as the feeling of terror eased they had an experience of what it would be like to be seeing many different realities all at once, the result was utter confusion and complete disorientation and the realisation took over that to live on the human plane we are equipt with what we need for each existence.
It took along time for the person to get their bearings back that day, being alone through an experience like that was particularly disturbing and confusing and the person felt that although they may have passed the point of no return, a familiar face to welcome them back may have been helpful!!
This has been a bit of a wake up call for swim and has perhaps shook their confidence a bit as for going it alone lol, they may now prefer to have someone close by when they take their next hit! Just wanted to share the experience to see if any others have had any similar encounters. Also to finish up, the experience has provided an opportunity to face some of the most horrific creatures yet be able to feel unscathed by the experience but have an awareness that its not all bright lights and colours out there to welcome you lol. I sincerely hope that this would never put someone off from trying the spice, as experiences to date have tipped the balance in the predominently favourable enlightening experiences, which I hope to share also. However this encounter has definately been the most thought provoking, which the person is deeply grateful for !:d
Ok.... where to begin with this one !!!
A little bit of background to say that after several attempts with the spice swim was feeling confident and was begining to feel that they could perhaps anticipate the warm loving feeling and encounters that almost all of the dmt experiences had provided. Initially each experience offered an expanding encounter, which on several occassions came accross other beings who were aware of their presence and a mutual loving feeling was present at all times, perhaps this was what lulled them into a false sense of security with the spice, with no indifference to taking it alone or with a sitter..... one day not so long ago all that changed.
An unexperienced user of psychodelics, not paying any attention to the amount of spice piled up upon the bong that day, just eager to go further into it than ever before. Having already taken one hit that day, curiosity was still getting the better and the need for a more profound experience took its toll. They have no idea how much spice was on the bong that day, only that it was way more than ever before. On the initial inhale, which in the past had merely been a melting of the spice, already smoke was filtering through at such an astonishing rate, they knew something different was in store but proceeded with a second inhale, at which point the room was already starting to disappear. Not content with that they were wanting to take more and proceeded with a third and final hit. In the past the process has offered the opportunity to take the hit, sit the bong down and relax into a comfortable position before blasting off for the ultimate enjoyment, but not that day!! They had barely sat the bong down when the onslaught started, the usual friendly psychedelic familiar place that they knew seemed almost fake and was very quickly replaced with something much more terrifyning. Black Dragon type creatures were hurtling towards them and around them in a menacing and demonic fashion, the ultimate manifestation of all that is fear and evil, corrupt, bad and intimidating was encompassing them at such a swooshing astonishing rate, they were presented with the most harrowing experience they could never have imagined. At this point they opened their eyes to see if that would offer any relief, however the room they were in seemed so unreal and like a distant memory they could no longer access. The black dragons kept tormenting them and were followed by wooden wheel type structures with stakes through them, hurtling big stone boulders towards them, there seemed no reprieve from this experience. Gargoile/elf like creatures were scurrying about terrified of the big black creatures, they were like grey type biengs caught up in it all, intuition said they were negative entities but in no comparison to the force which was currently being encountered. All coordinates were lost and total confusion took over, what was happening, is this where they would have to remain, as the experience eased and a bright white light replaced the haunting darkness, they felt that there was no way of return. On days leading upto the experience the person had been pondering the thoughts that if they were a multi-dimensional being then why was their sight so limited to 3D reality, as the feeling of terror eased they had an experience of what it would be like to be seeing many different realities all at once, the result was utter confusion and complete disorientation and the realisation took over that to live on the human plane we are equipt with what we need for each existence.
It took along time for the person to get their bearings back that day, being alone through an experience like that was particularly disturbing and confusing and the person felt that although they may have passed the point of no return, a familiar face to welcome them back may have been helpful!!
This has been a bit of a wake up call for swim and has perhaps shook their confidence a bit as for going it alone lol, they may now prefer to have someone close by when they take their next hit! Just wanted to share the experience to see if any others have had any similar encounters. Also to finish up, the experience has provided an opportunity to face some of the most horrific creatures yet be able to feel unscathed by the experience but have an awareness that its not all bright lights and colours out there to welcome you lol. I sincerely hope that this would never put someone off from trying the spice, as experiences to date have tipped the balance in the predominently favourable enlightening experiences, which I hope to share also. However this encounter has definately been the most thought provoking, which the person is deeply grateful for !:d