Hello all this is all very knew to me, my 1st. forum and my typing is the 2 finger hunt and peck sort so please forgive any breach in etiquette. But having read here for a while I've found you to be a sincere and reverent lot with a willingness to help, I'm hoping for some insight or advice on what I can do to further my experience
My son has been trying to help me cross the veil. My 1st. try I was so blown away by being tossed in the middle of a sentient neon collidescope of every color that my 1st. tought was holy s..t! I wasn't prepared for this and remembering old acid trips thought "I don't have the stamina for hours of this." Then I remembered it was only going to be 5 or 10 min. and I relaxed. Then I heard the music. What can I say about the music? Is that the songs of the stars?.. of the soul?...I listened in awe and yearning and watched in fascination and as it started to fade felt a profound sense of loss "I'm not going to go." and even the memory of the music was slipping away.
My 2nd. try I somehow didn't get enough and found the fractal world slightly sinister and the music was so faint I could barely hear. I floated off backward and to the left and felt the left coner of my head and half my eye break thru a ?viel?... into a bright blue place and there got stuck, literally. I was tethered to my body. The 1st. time I was completly bodiless, this time I couldn't disconnect and then it started to fade.
My 3rd. time I tried real hard to get enough and there I was in collidescope land, the music was not as powerfull as the 1st. time, but this was probably the most relaxed I'd been. Agin I started floating backwards and to the left, and again I found a ? wall ? with pale blue on one side and fractals on the other, again I went partially thru, although more of me this time, and got stuck I can't really see anything on the blue side but I'm aware things are there. My thoughts were "I'm not going to get to go." "Why can't I go?"
Has anyone experienced something like this? And does anyone have any thoughts or advice to share?
She's walking thru the clouds
With a circus mind runnin round
Butterflys and zebras and moonbeams
and fairytales
All she ever talks about is ridin with the wind
My son has been trying to help me cross the veil. My 1st. try I was so blown away by being tossed in the middle of a sentient neon collidescope of every color that my 1st. tought was holy s..t! I wasn't prepared for this and remembering old acid trips thought "I don't have the stamina for hours of this." Then I remembered it was only going to be 5 or 10 min. and I relaxed. Then I heard the music. What can I say about the music? Is that the songs of the stars?.. of the soul?...I listened in awe and yearning and watched in fascination and as it started to fade felt a profound sense of loss "I'm not going to go." and even the memory of the music was slipping away.
My 2nd. try I somehow didn't get enough and found the fractal world slightly sinister and the music was so faint I could barely hear. I floated off backward and to the left and felt the left coner of my head and half my eye break thru a ?viel?... into a bright blue place and there got stuck, literally. I was tethered to my body. The 1st. time I was completly bodiless, this time I couldn't disconnect and then it started to fade.
My 3rd. time I tried real hard to get enough and there I was in collidescope land, the music was not as powerfull as the 1st. time, but this was probably the most relaxed I'd been. Agin I started floating backwards and to the left, and again I found a ? wall ? with pale blue on one side and fractals on the other, again I went partially thru, although more of me this time, and got stuck I can't really see anything on the blue side but I'm aware things are there. My thoughts were "I'm not going to get to go." "Why can't I go?"
Has anyone experienced something like this? And does anyone have any thoughts or advice to share?
She's walking thru the clouds
With a circus mind runnin round
Butterflys and zebras and moonbeams
and fairytales
All she ever talks about is ridin with the wind
, and boy you,ll know it hehe.happy journeying.
