Walk this way...

[PsyloCiBeen]

I been microdosing psylocibin for almost a month now.. the time is early December 2018... I am planning a big relocation to another city to further m.y postgraduate studies in 2019 and theres so much to do so too take a big dose for a whole day and then some sounds counterproductive but I know deep inside thats not the real reason...

My microdoses arent typical microdoses either.. they range from .5 to .7... they give me a body high with some fractals in the great sky clouds.. but after two weeks i get tired of this pussyfooting... and decide to eat the whole last of my stash..

I measure it out on my microscale.. it comes to 2 grams exactly .. great... my son and woman still lay asleep on the bed... i meditate burn some incense set my intention.... and then proceed to methodolically chew the glorious tasting fungi....when i ingest mushrooms i keepthem in my mouth just like salvia for around 20 minutes.. letting the juice stay in my mouth and connecting to all the receptors in my tongue and gums..

I kiss my woman goodbye (before i start chewing of cuz) and tell her im of to walk with mushrooms to.the park thats near my campus... a good hours walk.. since i have built up tolerance and have not done lemon tek i believe i have an hour at the least before they kick in...assumptions my friends..

I begin the walk have the mushrooms in my mouth and swallow after 15minutes. Within 5 minutes the clouds above me start swirling... i say oh shit this is too sooon man... before i know it the road starts elongating.. cars are zooming past and morphing into limousines.
. The road takes on a pale blue colour instead off the normal black tar.. im fucking freaking out
. You hear all the stories of never taking psychedlics while driving.. but what about walking in traffic!@@... i have to cross a busy intersection.. the.mushrooms realise this and pull back... should i call a friend... go back home.. but i have passed the point of no return... to walk back will take longer than my.original plan to.walk to.the park.
. But the road has three steep.hills and my backpack..has turned into a heavy bowling.ball thats clinging to.my.back....the only thing going thru.my mind is get to.the park.. to the park...

I finally reach it.. trying not to say hello to the wardens at the gate.. the leaves on the ground are golden green.. the trees want to.talk to me i hug them
. But im pushing for a certain place and my insistence dispersed my state.. a beautiful.experience but one lost in the vagaries of getting to a place and once there to a perfect spot until the peak...has left me...

Ah well..
Another day then..

Written on my phone please excuse spelling and full stops

 

[FranLover]

Cool report. Mushrooms are the best!♡ I know what u mean by missing the trip in the vagaries. I just stay put as soon as I dose now. Stillness does more than conserving energy, it potentiates it.

 

[PsyloCiBeen]

Thank you Franlover ... always cool to get your feedback... mushrooms are the best for sure... I have given myself wholly to her, more than any other even aya, and changa but it is the same land right. The mushroom is 4 HO DMT... so just an indole away... but very similiar and the lovely thing about this is you can dose how you want to and prepare for a hell of a ride or a nice walk in the sun... But I definitely misjudged that dose.. Its still iffy I guess.. when the mushroom wants to take you she will take you.. But just as you say stillness is the best.. I find that too.. The more I can sit still and meditate or lie down and give in to the experience its so much more deep mystical and rewarding.. .. yeah no more in transits for me I guess ... but never say never.. like McKenna says "Cherish your mistakes" ..., keep munching :-]