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As far as the narratives are concerned, they are neither 100% true nor 100% false. Discovering something is a lie, is just that a discovery; a little more understanding, knowledge, and wisdom.
 
pilotsimone said:
Man, it feels good to read this. I have been so incredibly lonely with these thoughts. Thank you!
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On the surface, it sure seems like we are alone and isolated in our time here on earth. Thankfully, our Creator gave us Sacred plants that are powerful allies in our understanding of the truth behind the facade. So too, our fellow seekers and psychonautical compatriots help to hold our spirits high. Sages and mystics have gifted us with sound methods to pierce through the mirage of ego-identification and awaken into a brighter balance of being. Meditation, reflection and contemplation are stars by which we can guild our soul homewards. :idea:

When I feel alone, I focus on remembering who and what I am... a construct of body, heart, thought and circumstance. The deeper I look, the more I feel a profound peace. Ironically, without any substance to call my own, I find joy in the freedom from caring about how much control I actually have over my existence and how much I need to be certain about everything around me and it's absolute solidity of being. In abandonment is the birth of genuine faith. This alone can free us from fear and uncertainty. We are one.

I'm not suggesting apathy or denial of living in the material plane, rather, I encourage you to find the answer within yourself and acquire knowledge of your original face, your true self. Beyond the boundaries of the known, what we are conditioned to see as reality, is an abundance of potentiality in every passing moment.

You are not alone, you are forever interwoven into the tapestry which is Divine Mind, what psychonauts call The Grid. All minds united by the waves and particles of the unbound current of Universal Spirit, the insubstantial expansion of the Godhead. I would even go as far as suggesting that in our unity, are actually the same being experiencing innumerable vantage-points at once, the Omniself.

Fearlessly grab a hold of the chance to choose rebirth over the abyss. I've been there and when one takes one step towards the Light, the next steps are easier and easier to take. We all find comfort in community. Yes, it's nice to know other souls have been in your shoes and have gone through the flames of purification, the purging of our past illusions... and come out more whole and inspired to reach further and discover even brighter visions and greater truths. 😉

When we see the interconnectedness and oneness, we are one moment closer to realizing that we are the composer of our own song, the mind which dreams our own unique dream. We all are the same in this way. It's good to support each other in this journey of awakening, for in this light, we are pretty cool bunch of oddball terrestrials. I have found much support from our Nexian family members and I hope to share in this atmosphere of kindness.

Peace, balance and understanding to you and your family.
 
I am. said:
not sure what it is exactly but it is very close...you know you feel it, too...
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... the feeling you always knew this ... that there is nothing next to wait for.
... now waiting feels like a prank you played on yourself ... just for the fun of it.
... closer than close ... it is what is ... what could never be waited for.
 
RayOfLight said:
defiantly , I've always thought I was special and something big is going to happen to me .:)
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Same here, the more I hear others say it the less I'm certain though. Since I was a child I heard a big booming voice in my head calling me forward to some ultimate horizon. Maybe this generation will live to be a part of some spectacular thing..

Hopefully at the end everything that could be understood, will be understood... but after that... what could a being want?
 
"Waiting" for my knowledge level to fill to the top of the pyramid.

Its the only thing that keeps us going isnt it? learning, experiencing and time( rite now i can feel an intense "tik-tok" happening)

(The name of this thread, if posted 5 years ago would not make nearly as much sense, The name itself proves all is one, everyone is connected)

As much as i appreciate life here on earth, the yin yang rule of this physical world does frustrate me.
 
I am no longer waiting for anything, except, frankly (not looking forward to it) death. I no longer believe my life is a story and I am the main character. I no longer believe that my life is heading towards a goal. I mainly watch and try to speak and intervene in a way that increases information, indicates empathy or at least attempts to decrease suffering. I used to have a frantic, almost panicked, youthful energy, a desire for flame and revolution, for singularity and IT. I don't fool myself anymore - I'd be one of the very first to die in those situations and the more I learn about history the more I learn they are relatively rare.

There is something calmly reassuring about this. I don't fool myself about what I do/can and do not/cannot control in my life. Being truly poor, not just saying I'm broke, means you cannot travel, have no mobility and have very few options other than charity, weekly budgeting and going hungry one night a week. Again, it instills a kind of calm acceptance.

Definately ready to act and speak when the time and opportunity is right and I do. But, I am not the person who's gonna change it all. I may be one of them but I am not THE ONE. Thus, I don't really wait for anything, but I watch and work on even deeper acceptance.
 
Pandora said:
Definately ready to act and speak when the time and opportunity is right and I do. But, I am not the person who's gonna change it all. I may be one of them but I am not THE ONE. Thus, I don't really wait for anything, but I watch and work on even deeper acceptance.
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The thing is we are all THE ONE. Acceptance of what is...living the ever expanding, even unfolding Now...and letting go in forgiveness brings us closer to the awakening we are all feeling, some more than others.

We are awakening to our larger self, to that entity called Humanity. Each of us a cell in the body of this entity, coming into realization of who we are together as a whole. Just as the cells in your body as a whole make up the identity of 'you', so too are we awakening as one to become the conscious awareness of Humanity.
 
I remember i used to get this "waiting for something to happen feeling" loads. Then i noticed that time was passing me by, and nothing was changing. It was hard for me to accept the following simple thought at first, and that thought was that it is up to me to create the "something" for me to wait for, in order to give my life some structure and meaning, i Started travelling and am so glad that i pushed through my negative thinking and just did it. Looking back i now see that it is my purpose to create my own adventures and navigate this life. It is my doing, and no one elses. we are born alone, and we die alone.

-It's when i'm not dreaming, and not creating that i'm sinning, because i'm wasting gods greatest gift. And that's when i stop flowing with life, and start waiting for something to happen....It's my lack of action that repays me with despair and anxiety, and my own belief that the reason that god put me here, and that generations passed away before me, was to take positive action to create gods intentions by creating my life, and inspiring others to do also....😉

-To me, one of the greatest gifts of life is seizing "golden opportunities" and making the best of what i have, for this is gods way of affirming that one is functioning in ones highest self,and that one has no need to fret. Life is a game to be lived wisely and fully. There is no need to wait for something great to happen, it will happen when the time comes, but us mortals have to help it along by playing the game of life as best as we know how. Because if nothing great does happen, at least we lived our best lives. And this is all i need to know to feel at peace....
 
I often used to get the feeling that life was a waiting room. Now I consider it more of a playground, a nursery for our souls to develop.
 
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