Very interesting. Arcologist 12mg is like 1/200th of a "normal dose" at least of dried shrooms. is that speaking in terms of extracted psilocybin thats been injected?? 12mg seemms low. What am I missing?
So depending on method of administration, thats whatreally determines dose? And it seems like those of you with experience go for the full on experience and consume standard sized doses.
Me personally, a year ago I was totally content with being 25 and still living home because I thought I was ahead of the curve seeing how many 30-33 year olds I know still living home, I figured meh I have time. I graduated college about 3 years ago as a psych major and criminal justice minor, and had very little direction though I did have a good job , nothing career worthy though. My job was not college degree related, I was essentially forced through college by my parents because they related success with a stupid degree, but because they themselves never went to college and are very unsuccessful people, they thought by me going through college would give me a greater chance at "success".
I lost that job about 8 months ago, and was unemployed for 3 months. The time I spent jobless gave me a ton of insight as to the fact that it was time to grow up, time to apply myself and get what I truly deserve and that the only limitation is the self. That time period too was when I first experimented with DMT and Id say it's been the most insightful part of my life thus far.
Growing up I was very athletic, I am extremely smart (I really want to situate myself in the theoretical physics field) but lacked applying myself 100% and simply coasted by high school and college at 85% capacity, I never had problems having plenty of friends. I dont suffer from anxiety or depression, I suffer from overly-coddled only child disorder haha. My family is not wealthy by any means, but growing up they ALWAYS went out of their way to give me everything and anything I wanted that they never had and because of this I am impulsive and lack drive because I simply expect someone to hand me every thing. Not to the extent I used to, but with my current start of my new career, I still find myself saying "Eh, Ill do it tomorrow" or "I'll call them later".
As much growing up as Ive done in the past 6 months, I have plenty more to go. All of the self-realizations I have had have been great, but I still feel I need to get over the hump and help rid my self further of my negativity and rid myself of being content with coasting thru life and leaving every thing til later. I'd love to get myself into meditation practices and have been studying on how to do so so I may practice normally. This is why I think psilocybin could be useful to me because it may assist in furthering my pursuit for being fully independent on my transition away from my negativity and immature, impulsive ways. I do also have cacti on standby because I'd love to try mescaline with a good friend of mine who has extensive use with lsd, rc's, and shrooms. He tried DMT one day with me, and he even said it was the most wild 6 minutes he ever had.
I have no plans on trying LSD or any RC's, Id prefer to stick with what earth put here.