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I am thinking about this topic a lot actually, and I decided to share some of my own views on some stuff that I know from experience but also hear other peoples opinions so lets go...
Alcohol - I never liked this one. I suppose people liked it because it makes their mind cloudy and that makes life generally temporary less stressful. Not for me, I have the same old worries but I can't think straight so I end up saying and doing something stupid. The hangover afterwards is the worst part, you feel like absolute crap, and know you didn't get rid of stress even temporary and now you're all confused and ashamed that you didn't accomplish nothing but more problems. As you needed more than you have.
Cannabis - Although it has its moments I kinda feel like I've outgrown this one. Sure it can be nice to relax and also bring some feelings of tripping back without actually tripping but it is essentially nothing too special but isn't harmful either. A nice treat, I have nothing against the use of it but not something I would partake in a lot or often.
MDMA - As strange as it sounds, I don't find this substance enlightening at all. It feels very forceful and fake. Sure, you're artificially happy but your inhibitions are lowered to the max and you end up saying and doing things you regret the next day. Also the body load can be terrible. I don't care for the insomnia as well and the fact that I can actually feel the neurotoxicity the next day. No drug is worth brain damage, even if temporary especially if it is as bad as this one.
Cocaine - Felt nice while I had the rush, and by the time the rush wore of I had increased self confidence and appreciation of everything I had. The stuff I usually loved seemed more enjoyable on coke, and It was actually a more natural feeling of happiness resembling the one you get when you actually accomplish something. It is over in no time and makes you wonder where did all this positivity go and why do I feel like a piece of shit now and have intense cravings for more? Pretty harsh for a short mood lift.
Amphetamines - I used to love them until I found out I'm becoming what I always resented. Long story short, nowadays I don't view it as anymore than it actually is. Artificial wakefulness. It doesn't make you any more productive, or smart, or even faster. You're the old same idiot that happened to be restless and nervous about practically nothing. It depraves you from sleep, food and turns you into a greedy restless bastard.
Opiates/opiods - Like cocaine, they feel nice but on a "downer" way. It feels like you accomplished everything you needed and can relax now. Even if you have stuff to do you just blow it off and think "not important I'll just enjoy myself", all your problems seem to melt away and you just don't care about the bad stuff because you're aware that stressing about it won't change your situation. There is also a bit of this loved up feeling which is more natural than that of ecstasy and quite pleasant. This also doesn't last too much, leaving you feeling why can't you always be that calm, centered and happy.
Dissociatives/deliriants - I have never done them so I can't comment much on them, however reading up experience reports on them never sounded appealing to me in any way. Regardless if some might enjoy it. I wouldn't like to experience those on my skin.
With all that being said, I now use only psychedelics. I feel that the message you get from those type of drugs are here to stay and help you to feel those ecstatic feelings in your sober life instead of a very short temporary relief if that too. Psychedelics aren't always fun, but it doesn't matter. Even with the anxiety once you get pass a challenging psychedelic experience it puts you in a very interesting headspace. I find this type of headspace to be the most interesting, and offering the most hence they are my favorite types of drugs.
What are your views on other drugs?
Alcohol - I never liked this one. I suppose people liked it because it makes their mind cloudy and that makes life generally temporary less stressful. Not for me, I have the same old worries but I can't think straight so I end up saying and doing something stupid. The hangover afterwards is the worst part, you feel like absolute crap, and know you didn't get rid of stress even temporary and now you're all confused and ashamed that you didn't accomplish nothing but more problems. As you needed more than you have.
Cannabis - Although it has its moments I kinda feel like I've outgrown this one. Sure it can be nice to relax and also bring some feelings of tripping back without actually tripping but it is essentially nothing too special but isn't harmful either. A nice treat, I have nothing against the use of it but not something I would partake in a lot or often.
MDMA - As strange as it sounds, I don't find this substance enlightening at all. It feels very forceful and fake. Sure, you're artificially happy but your inhibitions are lowered to the max and you end up saying and doing things you regret the next day. Also the body load can be terrible. I don't care for the insomnia as well and the fact that I can actually feel the neurotoxicity the next day. No drug is worth brain damage, even if temporary especially if it is as bad as this one.
Cocaine - Felt nice while I had the rush, and by the time the rush wore of I had increased self confidence and appreciation of everything I had. The stuff I usually loved seemed more enjoyable on coke, and It was actually a more natural feeling of happiness resembling the one you get when you actually accomplish something. It is over in no time and makes you wonder where did all this positivity go and why do I feel like a piece of shit now and have intense cravings for more? Pretty harsh for a short mood lift.
Amphetamines - I used to love them until I found out I'm becoming what I always resented. Long story short, nowadays I don't view it as anymore than it actually is. Artificial wakefulness. It doesn't make you any more productive, or smart, or even faster. You're the old same idiot that happened to be restless and nervous about practically nothing. It depraves you from sleep, food and turns you into a greedy restless bastard.
Opiates/opiods - Like cocaine, they feel nice but on a "downer" way. It feels like you accomplished everything you needed and can relax now. Even if you have stuff to do you just blow it off and think "not important I'll just enjoy myself", all your problems seem to melt away and you just don't care about the bad stuff because you're aware that stressing about it won't change your situation. There is also a bit of this loved up feeling which is more natural than that of ecstasy and quite pleasant. This also doesn't last too much, leaving you feeling why can't you always be that calm, centered and happy.
Dissociatives/deliriants - I have never done them so I can't comment much on them, however reading up experience reports on them never sounded appealing to me in any way. Regardless if some might enjoy it. I wouldn't like to experience those on my skin.
With all that being said, I now use only psychedelics. I feel that the message you get from those type of drugs are here to stay and help you to feel those ecstatic feelings in your sober life instead of a very short temporary relief if that too. Psychedelics aren't always fun, but it doesn't matter. Even with the anxiety once you get pass a challenging psychedelic experience it puts you in a very interesting headspace. I find this type of headspace to be the most interesting, and offering the most hence they are my favorite types of drugs.
What are your views on other drugs?