what a great thread - thanks for initiating this discussion.
here's my take on listed substances:
Cannabis - i have used it on and off almost all of my adult life, but no more. when i first began it was a different drug than it is today, in my opinion. i am old enough that back in the 70s and 80s, you could smoke a bowl or a joint and enjoy your activities, those around you and the high was pleasant. i feel now, with the advent of hybridization and growing for higher THC content, the "nature" of the high has changed a lot. it's too strong for me now. i almost always get a paranoid tone to my high; it doesn't feel like the benign weed i used to enjoy...feels more like a narcotic. and that's just high percentage THC flowers; i can't even go near concentrates. some people can tolerate it well - it's not good for me anymore.
i never thought i'd have mixed feelings about the proposition on the ballot to legalize it. i'm voting yes, of course, but mainly because i feel the government has no right dictating what we can and cannot ingest. but i think people are a bit naive; pot is not harmless. and, in my case, i feel it can be addictive.
Alcohol - i don't drink much, mainly because it makes me queasy. i like a good single-malt scotch occasionally, but i don't like getting drunk. makes me feel stupid.
Cocaine - almost killed me in the 70s and 80s. if there is a Satan-as-drug...to me it's coke. i was a slave to it. 'nuff said.
MDMA - this is the medicine that has changed my life. i have never taken it recreationally, but i have used it many times in a therapeutic setting. my therapist works with "medicines" and the impact it has had on my healing is beyond description. i feel that it is perhaps the single most important medicine on the forefront of healing trauma today. i support MAPS fully.
i'll stop here - the others are not really applicable to me.
like others have stated, i only use psychedelics in my personal work now. i look for things that bring me clarity, not fog things up. as my therapist says, "i like teaching medicines."
thanks for reading...