Nobody is hating AFAIK, but some have pointed out it doesn't work for them. Myself included. I see the point you are trying to prove, but I would have to disagree on the ego part...

Feeling bad after an MDMA session happens because the neurotransmitters in your brain are depleted and I hate to break it to you it really isn't that good for you. I've seen people become practically retarded from it and loose their fucking teeth. Everyone I know defending it and saying if it is pure stuff the comedowns aren't that bad, those people are in poor health too.

I usually say to people who want to try it that it's not worth it. Sure you might feel good on it, but so could you on meth or heroin. Take a tab of acid you're going to have a much more profound experience that sticks with you for a longer period of time.

I myself have done it a few times and the forceful and fake nature of the drug and the comedowns have kept me from trying it again. I don't know how it works for you, but I don't like having my speech impaired, feeling chemically drained out of those happy chemicals and experiencing brain zaps from what seems to be fairy moderate to low use.

 

Ayahuasca is the ultimate cure for trauma and PTSD, not MDMA, IMHO.