Here's a background: Prior to this experience, I had never done psychedelics before. I had done mushrooms one time, but ate such a small amount that I didn't have anything close to a trip. I had smoked a TON of weed in my life, and I had done dxm about 20 times. The dxm was the most life changing thing I had ever done. It made me into an open minded, tolerant person with a positive outlook on life. It stripped me of my insecurities. Cannabis was mildly introspective for me, but I really only smoked because I thought it was fun. I thought of myself as somebody who could handle large doses of psychedelics prior to this experience.
A couple months ago, I smoked DMT for the first time. It was sandwiched between some bad pot in a bong, so the weed didn't affect my experience in the least. I used a torch lighter, which I heard would keep the DMT from scorching, which would in turn increase the amount vaporized. I took four massive rips, the first two, I inhaled then quickly exhaled. The third one, I held in for about 4 seconds, and the fourth one, I held it in as long as possible, so for about 20 seconds. as soon as I took the fourth hit, I fell back on my couch and could not speak, or think, or really even move. I just laid there and had a lot of double vision, and some aztec-looking distortions. I then was overcome with joy, but I didn't know why. The joy probably lasted for about a minute, then I felt myself coming down. The comedown felt like mescaline crossed with mushrooms, but a high dose of both. I felt very heavy and stoned, but not a weed high. I just felt weird.
I was disappointed at the experience because I didn't experience any complex emotions or thoughts. In fact, I had no thoughts at all. I never felt like I was dying, or that I had overdosed, or any scary thoughts like that. The experience was less life changing than smoking pot one time would be.
A couple months ago, I smoked DMT for the first time. It was sandwiched between some bad pot in a bong, so the weed didn't affect my experience in the least. I used a torch lighter, which I heard would keep the DMT from scorching, which would in turn increase the amount vaporized. I took four massive rips, the first two, I inhaled then quickly exhaled. The third one, I held in for about 4 seconds, and the fourth one, I held it in as long as possible, so for about 20 seconds. as soon as I took the fourth hit, I fell back on my couch and could not speak, or think, or really even move. I just laid there and had a lot of double vision, and some aztec-looking distortions. I then was overcome with joy, but I didn't know why. The joy probably lasted for about a minute, then I felt myself coming down. The comedown felt like mescaline crossed with mushrooms, but a high dose of both. I felt very heavy and stoned, but not a weed high. I just felt weird.
I was disappointed at the experience because I didn't experience any complex emotions or thoughts. In fact, I had no thoughts at all. I never felt like I was dying, or that I had overdosed, or any scary thoughts like that. The experience was less life changing than smoking pot one time would be.