Why do they want me to stay?

[HazyGamer]

So I've left out a lot of detail in this report so that we can focus on the true question.

Why do they want me to stay?

Taking a small dose was a good idea, believing that I have a lower tolerance since being off. I was well relaxed coming back from Mexico and settling back in. Taking it all in 1 large puff, I held it in as I Started in the bathroom. beginning to hear laughter I made my way to the couch and felt my heart start to bounce like it usually does. I put my hand to my chest to feel it better and slowed down my heart to be nice and calm. what helped me was timing my heart rate to the beat of the ringing that accompanies my trips. As soon as they were one I blasted off seeing crazy shit I can't even begin to explain with every color of the rainbow. I was in a space of pure imagination however I wasn't there alone.

There in dmt space were infinite energies with minds around helping me in as well as being super excited I've arrived. They pumped lots of good vibes into me, "telling" me I have almost everything right in the way I think and act. This made me feel amazing and important. They seemed to be doing something very important using there minds and imaginations to creat. They seemed to be fighting an invisible energy at the time and they were wanting my help. They kept "saying" they needed me there, they need my help however I thought of girlfriend and my life and said I'm sorry I can't join you yet.

Immediately I came back to my body, sitting looking up at a being lifting the roof off, seeing there world in the background, and trying to get me to join him again in there world. it's kinda scary they really want me to stay and be a part of their world but I'm like sorry gotta go back way too intense. I can't just leave life and the people I love just yet. In that world it almost felt like leveling up. aka the next level, like ascending into the higher state of being. fucking crazy however very relaxing.

So what would u call this phenomenon and has anyone else found this in their own experiences?

 

[seasonsintheabyss]

Awesome report, I was just thinking about this. I've read a lot about people being "asked to stay" over the years, in DMT land and in Salvia space as well. I've never read anything about what happens if you decide to say yes, I'll stay here with you. Is an entity really going to show up in your room and physically end your life? Can entities control biological processes? I've joked with friends saying if I ever was asked to stay I'd say yes to see what happens. I've never broken through but I've heard this happening to a number of people.

 

[3rdI]

well lets say that that place and those being are you, in that place you can confirm that you are a good person and that you are doing things right, the part of you that is them in that experience wants the rest of you to stay there since you enjoy you being in nice places and being told nice things about yourself and if you can help them out and be interdimensionally helpful then thats all the better.

i think thats why they (you) want you to stay, next time tell them you want to stay and help and see what happens.

as long as you are a nice person doing nice things in consensus reality then the experience is spot on and you should bask in it. If you are not, which im not saying is the case, then its something to work on. Maybe they want you to help yourself out by destroying the last vestiges of unpleasantness in your monkey suit.

sounds like a good journey, good stuff:thumb_up:.

 

[HazyGamer]

Awesome report, I was just thinking about this. I've read a lot about people being "asked to stay" over the years, in DMT land and in Salvia space as well. I've never read anything about what happens if you decide to say yes, I'll stay here with you. Is an entity really going to show up in your room and physically end your life? Can entities control biological processes? I've joked with friends saying if I ever was asked to stay I'd say yes to see what happens. I've never broken through but I've heard this happening to a number of people.

This is one of the reasons why I quit taking dmt as often. the trips are very pleasant but the theme of stay with us keeps reacurring. It's such an overwhelming feeling that ull never come back if u say yes. And everything seems so real in the moment that you can barely comprehend the consiquences. I believe I'll have a bit more experience before I take the big yes. But when I'm ready I know my mind will be blown. It too bad you haven't broken through yet but like the great Terrence mckenna said you have to find your defining dose!

 

[HazyGamer]

well lets say that that place and those being are you, in that place you can confirm that you are a good person and that you are doing things right, the part of you that is them in that experience wants the rest of you to stay there since you enjoy you being in nice places and being told nice things about yourself and if you can help them out and be interdimensionally helpful then thats all the better.

i think thats why they (you) want you to stay, next time tell them you want to stay and help and see what happens.

as long as you are a nice person doing nice things in consensus reality then the experience is spot on and you should bask in it. If you are not, which im not saying is the case, then its something to work on. Maybe they want you to help yourself out by destroying the last vestiges of unpleasantness in your monkey suit.

sounds like a good journey, good stuff:thumb_up:.

Thanks for the reply 3rdI. I've given it a lot of thought since that tip about the mesterious invisible entity that the beings seemed to be fighting against. I have come to the conclusion that this represents the 'evil' of bad thought taking over this imagination. I connected this instantly to the evils of money, probably being a very powerful dark influence In that world. I enjoy the statement u made about the psitive or 'good' fraction of myself fighting against the negative portion. I believe you correct in your assumption but on a much larger scale. We are all connected however vaguely to eachother and it's just a battle in the Devine imagination over what idea or entity is more powerful.

 

[seasonsintheabyss]

Do you have the same entities asking you to stay each time? Do you verbally hear them speaking to you in English like during a lucid dream or is it just a message that comes to you some other way? That is really interesting that there is an overwhelming feeling you won't be let back, I'm not sure if I would say yes myself in that situation :?:. I've read about some Buddhists saying that DMT transports you through the "lesser lights of the Bardo", which is basically the realms before your final resting place. They say there is only so far you can go if you want to be let back...then on the other hand people claim that Salvia Land is really where we go after death, I guess no one knows for sure.

 

[HazyGamer]

A trip is never the same for me there's always something new. They don't talk to you they feel too you and show to you with language. It's somewhat hard to explain. They just becken to you in beautiful imagined structures of thought. While at the same time u feel them saying exactly what they are showing you, for me it's come here, be with us, or something similar. Saying it will be worth the adventure. A few times it seemed like they were askin for help. I'll be back in that world soon enough and I'll find out more .

 

[HazyGamer]

There was also one time they didn't want me to go because they thought I knew too much. that was when I had a darker trip, still good but scary vivid.

 

[seasonsintheabyss]

That sounds awesome, I'm even more excited to break through now.