The funny thing is, I have this feeling that my main problem is just the insanely fast onset. I have no time to let go. By the time I have let go and relaxed, the trip is nearly over.
I have done DMT since I posted this, a sub-breakthrough dose, and although it was initially jarring, I rode it off fairly euphoric.
I feel it is just that my body needs to get used to the insane vibration.
I am saving a breakthrough dose for New Years.
I think my biggest problem was that I kind of forgot that this is DMT we are talking about here, not weed with some colours added to it.
It might be a good idea to try the DMT at the end of a mushroom trip, maybe not on a mushroom trip itself.
I did say I have never had a good experience with DMT, but I must admit that I have only broken through once, and done sub-breakthrough twice.
Also I have to admit I have a bit to much going on in my life at the moment to really be messing around with heavy psychedelics. Once I have the opportunity to really fully let go and forget completely about everything else, and after having an awesomely good day, then I'll go down there again.
I will just finish what I have to see if anything good comes out of it, and if nothing useful comes from the experiences, I will forget about it for at least until my entire life situation changes dramatically, and see where that leads.
I actually realize that I have letting go issues with a lot of areas in my life right now, and that until I have sorted that out, I cannot use DMT. Mushrooms should still be fine, I have never had problems with mushrooms.