Comming back from another really amazing vilca-caapi experience...This time the strobing was not as strange and ego distorting as my report from 2 days ago was.

The strobing effect was still there but more with eyes closed..I had headphones on listening to bluetech in the dark and first I started to see the really beautiful crystaline phosphenes dancing in synronized geometric formation, in faint colors and sort of creating this face of a woman for a few seconds at one point..

I opened my eyes to put on another song..fumbled around and lay back again and closed my eyes..

This time there was a fast flicking vibration, with white light, lit form within..and out of it formed this wonderul lotus pattern and it was rotating and morphing into different snowflake/flower patterns..very intricate..I was in awe of it and started to make vocalizations, like light humming..it sort of corresponded with the patterns adn the way I was feeling..it was all connected and the more I hummed along with it the deeper in I went..the flower structure opened up and became more 3d and I merged with it and could no longer feel my body, I was spinning in ecstascy with this thing for a few minutes until it faded a bit and I opened my eyes.

It was damn lovely and reminded me of buddhist iconography..these type of experiences are so much more than just visual eye candy for me, as there is always amazing emotional responces that go along with the beautiful crystaline things I am seeing/becomming..becomming these things reminds me of the true crystaline nature of the human being..shed clean from all the BS that we seem to pick up and percieve ourselves as..I am convinced that the origional bon po/nepalese shamans from where buddhism springs from made use of some sort of tryptamine entheogen.

We are all crystaline at the core.