Exp. Report Yatyas ongoing report.

[yatyas314]

New to posting here, Dmt has become a staple in my toolkit. I started with premade carts that in hindsight feel like window dressing. Doing crystal from a Yocan Cylo and it takes about 3 good pulls to get into what I would describe as the waiting room, lots of visuals but still no breakthrough. Until last week.
I took 3 heavy pulls and was catapulted through space with the brightest most intense visuals of blue light heading towards a white orb at hyperspeed, I felt my Consciousness separate from my physical body which at the time was slightly unsettling but during this experience I was just so excited that I had finally broke through that the strange new feelings just melted away and I leaned in as hard as I could. Very intense and would love to replicate it again. I waited a week and tried again tonight but after two hits I felt a dark energy just smother me so I put the machine down and meditated in the cold for 15 minutes. Still don't know what that was about but I knew it was time to stop.

I see a ton of info here and experience so I will keep this updated as I attempt to get back to a repeatable breakthrough. Any and all suggestions are welcomed .

For a small back story I was introduced to Psilo from what I consider an angel of mercy, we got connected at the right time through a combat veteran group and its been a cheat code in regards to therapy, Immersion therapy if we are being honest. I am happy to share all of my experience with that modality so please if you have any questions DM me. It really has changed the course of my life, These are powerful medicines and should be respected as such.
Thank you for the welcome here at the nexus.
Y

 

[Hugin]

I would say embrace the dark energy and don’t be afraid, you have to go in with a super strong mindset. There are some gatekeepers that will scare you and test you if you don’t stand your ground brave with integrity they might not open the gates for you. Embrace the experience no matter how intense or what it is.
If you don’t feel neusea or sickness in anyway you are all good.

Are you using a vape is that the pre made carts?

I personally only used my own extracted crystals and smoking a full doze in 1-2 smokes sandwich style makes you commit rather than ease into it in a few smokes often leaves you leaving some substance behind and not fully getting a breakthrough. Or even gives you a window for second thoughts when it gets overwhelming and intense specially when you are not fully seasoned.
Personally now I like to ease into it in 3-4 smokes but I’m very seasoned and no matter how intense it gets for me I always finish and get a full breakthrough.
Just my thoughts hope it helps in anyway.

One love

 

[yatyas314]

Never any nausea, Im not sure about embracing the dark side yet. I had a similar experience months ago after one hit and also just felt like it was not a good idea.
No CART using extracted crystals in a Yocan
Looking into the changa since I started reading a bunch here but need to experiment with what I can tolerate as a non smoker.

 

[yatyas314]

I posted in another thread about my sublingual intake of hamaline freebase and subsequent trip experience.Here are the notes from tonight's experience.
5/6
I tried a few hits of harmaline free base out of the orbit and then really just waited. 10 minutes. You can really really feel though harmony very quickly. In fact, I don’t know why you would do sibling unless you were trying to do like a two hour session that seems the better route of administration . The DMT side of the house is again very body centric and I feel like I’m open to more and different senses not your typical DMT and also let me preface this with. I had a great DMT trip just prior maybe 30 minutes prior to doing the harmaline just so I can experience one and the other.. to expand on the trip prior that was the closest I’ve been to entities ever almost felt like I scared him away as soon as I thought oh, there’s an entity I went straight after it like very aggressively, and then they went away and then I just had that email very visual more atypical DMT trip. Overall harmaline MAOI is awesome and it’s changing my view of DMT for the better.. update I went again for a fourth time and it just felt like my reality melted around me and I don’t really know how to explain it other than it did feel like everything around me and even my mind just melted and then I was just like still there, but stripped down to the bone and then as it progressed, I just grew back and grew back and grew back and felt stronger and stronger and stronger. What an interesting night..

Y

 

[yatyas314]

I took four hits of Harmaline free base and when I say four hits, I just mean four times on the vape pen which there wasn’t a lot of smoke cause it’s pretty harsh stuff so I don’t know how to quantify it other than four tries on the orbit. then I waited 10 minutes, You can feel the harmaline come in. It is a lot like a psiilo but it it’s more relaxing. I guess I would say so like psilocybin but more relaxing anyways then I added the first run at dmt, and all I can say is it’s just two different things if I were to come out here and just use DMT it’s a completely different experience a completely different thing when you add Harmiline. I did a couple rounds up in the last hour so I would say 3 separate occasions going up and they were all very body like in fact I feel like I’m kind of mumbling right now. This last on the fourth time and this is 45 minutes maybe an hour in and the fourth time the fourth experience was by far the most extreme I could watch myself melt into another dimension whether my eyes were open or closed it was the same. It was the same visual eyes open or closed of melting into another dimension. These have been so bizarre and it kind of changes your even baseline perspective of reality. What an interesting very interesting molecule this is.

This was voice to text, and i'm still on the way down, parachuting back in nicely. What a night

 

[Voidmatrix]

I am very very excited for you to try just harmine

One love

 

[yatyas314]

Just came back in from my sacred couch of travels, I went in feeling gret had some exercise and lots of sleep the night prior. I put a fresh atomizer on the Cylo and filled it up. First hit I felt like I was doing it wrong or maybe my device is plugging. So I sat with that mildly uncomfortable and got past the fearand went in on one of the biggest hits I have ever taken and WOW that took me by suprise as I was hurled into the Dmt dimension and almost had no bearing that I was a life form here in this dimension. I grabbed the back of the outdoor couch I was sitting cross legged in and locked into it with gorillas grip. I was hurling through another dimension and out of my bodyI grit my teeth grunted and held on for dear life. That is two or three times now that the first hit getting the settings right has led me to feeling negative about intentions and after a few minutes the thought Fuck that go in floods my brain and I go big lungs in until I lose all reality as we know it. I always say how impressed I am with this molecule and it has never let me down. Always opening my eyes to the possibilities it shows me.
So grateful for this community, so grateful for the knowledge and care that you all provide.
Love Y