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  • Voidmatrix
    New shift: eat what's balanced for me and don't put too much weight into it 😆
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    ^yes! and being ABLE to listen to the body itself is a process of diving into and getting to know your raw senses. yes yes yes listen to the body... 😄❣️❣️❣️
    Voidmatrix
    Voidmatrix
    I tend to listen to my body, but I have a weird relationship with food in general and this is me working on that. It's a very variable situation.
    Nydex
    Nydex
    Tell me about it...I've always had a difficult relationship with food, partly because I've used it as a coping mechanism for stress in the past, which has led to me gaining lots of weight. Currently, though, I can safely say I've never been in better shape, so I'm slowly healing that.
    Voidmatrix
    Focusing on a stronger sense of self and confidence. Thank you @ommani
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    Not a test as much as an exercise:

    Many years ago, a friend of mine produced a play which revolved around the image of an empty clock, that was suspended above the stage. She asked several people - including myself - to fill in the spaces in the clock, with the assignment to 'make our own time'.

    Have at it!

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    Voidmatrix
    Voidmatrix
    While beautiful, I'm moving away from that as that sort of ideal or philosophy isn't helpful.
    There are many ideas and philosophies around the topic. The above is no exception, so perhaps there's a delusion built within the framework of certainty you share it with.
    Voidmatrix
    Voidmatrix
    @~ Happy New Year
    Voidmatrix
    Some seem to have issue that I'm "always going through it." There are others that accept it. I pay the most attention and give the most of myself to those that accept it. ❤️
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    Voidmatrix
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    Thank you for saying that. I'm really at a point where I know there's something else going on and I need to do what I need without worrying about it because for some reason I do. That said I've smoalked a fair amount of changa lately. It's been nice. And yes we can. I just have to remember to do so. My mind is a chaotic storm :LOL:
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    Its just how I feel, but I oftentimes wish some of my guy friends could just sit in nature sometimes, because they have SO MANY thoughts to clear out of their minds that it would do them SO so well. Just sit, with open eyes, no concentration, ruminate or observe as they like. For the ADHD & depression types!!
    Icyseeker
    Icyseeker
    A rising tide raises all ships.
    Voidmatrix
    Sometimes a story of mental illness can be beautiful
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    I was at the mall yesterday, and thinking, why do we all Need to be so beautiful, when after psychedelics, I can see how blatantly beautiful we ARE. In some eye, we are all dazzling gods, breathtakingly brilliant.

    For me beauty has been part of the voice of god, and rememory, but I wonder if we are all afraid of being separate from god. Are we attached to the voice of beauty?
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    Beauty feels luminous and brilliant to me. It exists when witnessed. What is seen, is beautiful. Our awareness casts a light. So many women feel unseen and try to change what they see in the mirror, to feel seen by the male gaze. We are all called to each other, changing shape sometimes, to help another find us.
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    In depression, one resides in darkness, never to have the beautiful light of witness cast upon THEM. Underneath depression, is something Scary. We are alone, separated. As far from god as can be. We feel no escape
    Voidmatrix
    Here's one of the mystery gifts. It's an iron vintage insect whose thorax opens.

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    Voidmatrix
    Listening to a suicide prevention course while applying for jobs.
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    Hope things are going well !!! I was not sure how to interpret this.. haha in any case, if you are doing it for yourself, then I'm sure there will be others that you can be there for, since you've truly 'been there'. Much luv this xmas, you are a 🦁❣️wohoo!! 🎉

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    Voidmatrix
    Voidmatrix
    You're so kind, I appreciate it. While I have "been there" on many occassions in my life, in this instance, it was for my other job.
    Voidmatrix
    I quit my job
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    Voidmatrix
    Voidmatrix
    @acacian I like the idea of therapeutic ceremonial use. That's what it is. And that's what seems to do the most benefit for individuals. And while I don't have a lot of training, I have spent a lot of time researching, testing, and doing the work myself to see what works, I tend to agree that many programs don't cut the cake.
    Voidmatrix
    Voidmatrix
    There are many people who simply haven't built relationships with psychedelics in order to effectively utilize and help others navigate them.
    Voidmatrix
    Voidmatrix
    Two divers are willing to take you on a deep sea dive. One has read 10 books and been on 1,000 dives. The other has read 1,000 books and been on 100 dives. Who do you think is more equipped in the moment to help you navigate the deep waters?
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