Entr0py
Rising Star
Hello there. My question is, does anyone here know if 5MeO DMT can truly be used to purge oneself from suppressed emotions, feelings and to experience/rediscover god (your higher self)? And essentially slowly but surely after the destruction and obliteration of the ego one's "true" self whatever that is can become the space from which you live from or through. I ask this because at the moment the information on this rather scarce. But I'm aware that as far psychedelics go, 5 MeO DMT is on a different level altogether and that goes with my attitude of not messing about and wanting to get to the crux of things & the level of blockage I feel, it's like someone has grabbed the middle of your spine and is causing a disturbance to your entire body. I've been to see some doctors but surprise surprise they told me that I look quite healthy lol.
I've done a few trips on pure psilocybin in liquid form and what I gathered from those experience was that I'm in sort of a loop in my life, at the time it frightened the shit out me because, I suppose my biggest fear was and kind of still is being stuck in a loop that eh has no basis in "reality". However, now that I unsuccessfully tried to smoke some DMT from a DMT pipe which was an interesting discovery on how you can't just bulldoze your way through ascension/transcendence/enlightenment whatever you'd label that effortless flow with reality at all times. It seems one has to be precise and there are rules you have to follow up to the point of transcendence. But reality is starting to get really not distorted, but I can sense or feel the illusion of this reality and how my ego is attached to it. Interesting and also very fascinating. Ideas from the eastern traditions that have been nicely articulated by Alan Watts is starting to make more sense now. It's fascinating how certain words hold meanings which we only discover at a later date. I'm starting to get quite sick of not knowing and feeling this low. As many of you are I'm sure.
Is 5MeO DMT the catalyst which would bring about the purging of the "impurities" from the ego,which i assume the by-product of that would be a chance to reform close to the way one should be as to have a effortless flow with life? Of course not from 1 go but maybe over time a constant cracking until it finally sticks. I know most people don't take high/medium doses of 5MeO in fact most people are still at medium to low dose NN DMT on this forum and as such it's secrets are rather esoteric, though I imagine someone lurking around these parts will know.
Thanks
I've done a few trips on pure psilocybin in liquid form and what I gathered from those experience was that I'm in sort of a loop in my life, at the time it frightened the shit out me because, I suppose my biggest fear was and kind of still is being stuck in a loop that eh has no basis in "reality". However, now that I unsuccessfully tried to smoke some DMT from a DMT pipe which was an interesting discovery on how you can't just bulldoze your way through ascension/transcendence/enlightenment whatever you'd label that effortless flow with reality at all times. It seems one has to be precise and there are rules you have to follow up to the point of transcendence. But reality is starting to get really not distorted, but I can sense or feel the illusion of this reality and how my ego is attached to it. Interesting and also very fascinating. Ideas from the eastern traditions that have been nicely articulated by Alan Watts is starting to make more sense now. It's fascinating how certain words hold meanings which we only discover at a later date. I'm starting to get quite sick of not knowing and feeling this low. As many of you are I'm sure.
Is 5MeO DMT the catalyst which would bring about the purging of the "impurities" from the ego,which i assume the by-product of that would be a chance to reform close to the way one should be as to have a effortless flow with life? Of course not from 1 go but maybe over time a constant cracking until it finally sticks. I know most people don't take high/medium doses of 5MeO in fact most people are still at medium to low dose NN DMT on this forum and as such it's secrets are rather esoteric, though I imagine someone lurking around these parts will know.
Thanks