Tribal Dreamings
Rising Star
I had an experience recently.. I had consumed a fairly mild but effective dose of aya and decided a few hours in to smoke some acacia spice. It was beautiful! so very beautiful., I made love to a plant i think, with every esence of my being i swirled in ecstatic alignment with it. As i returned i was compelled to smoke more. I took a big hit and held it in and str8 away the sky darkened rather ominecly and the buzz began!! I/it vibrated so furiously that it threatened to burst my ear drums. As the buzzing deepened I went further and further into layers and layers of visuals. They were moving far too rapidly to make any sence of. Soon I was travelling so deep that i became curious as to the where abouts of my body (big mistake). Basically as soon as i thought it i was back in my body but it wasnt my own! I had this wierd feeling in my throat that felt like something being pushed down it. I poked out my tongue to make sure that i wasnt chocking on it and was horrified to see that it was extremely long and reptilian like! I tried to ignore this so again closed my eyes. The feeling in my throat didnt leave me and i 'realised' that there was indeed something being pushed into me. I suddenly had the feeling that something very alien was implanting something in me. I had the destinct feeling that they had seduced me to come deeper so that they could implant a communications device into me! A very bizzare experience and i am finding it difficult to make sence of. So far I have many possible 'explainations' but really they are just possibilities. Has anyone else had similar experiences? How do we know who to trust in hyperspace?
) Now my personal theory is the more DMT you smoke or ingest the higher and more profound the realms are that you will break into, Terrence's elf machine's sound like he was breaking into a very high realm and my personal intuition tells me that these beings were good. I think at these high realms there still exist manevolent beings but they are now hard to distinguish between the benevolent ones because they are also beautiful and profound. Also the ones that are angry and stern at you may turn out to be the good ones and the ones that are seductive and appeasing could turn out to be manevolent. I think that studying esotoric ancient texts like gnosticsm, buddhism and others has helped me a little in finding some answers, reading texts is the theory, dmt is the practice.