gliderbmw
Rising Star
I have discovered DMT just over 2 years ago, following that I went into the full experience of ayahuasca. Had I not tried smoking DMT prior to that, I find it difficult going for the full experience, considering I have read almost every single post regarding this topic, where quite a few frightening experiences were discussed.
My first journeys were a pure bliss, my third time where I found courage to ingest enough DMT to be able to go for a full journey, was the most profound. I got to the point where I looked at life and world surrounding me with pure love and joy. Everything that would have irritated me in the past, transformed into something meaningful. I had many journeys since then but none of them brought me to that state of mind. However, I felt reborn and re-energised every time.
Last 3-4 months, I am unable to have full experience of aya. In the past, 40-50g of caapi + 110-140mg of DMT could rock my world but now, I even tried 130g of pretty potent caapi with over 200mg of DMT with little effect.
Recently, 130g of caapi followed by 150mg of DMT give me vivid visions and feel of aya but within 1-1.5hrs it just ends. Additional dose of 50mg of DMT doesn't do much. Visions so strong evolve but then fade abruptly within 10-15 minutes.
I source caapi from the same trusted vendor and according to the amount of alkaloid amount that can be extracted from them, potency is not an issue. It appears that MAIOs stop working in my system too early.
Have I built strong tolerance to MAOIs? I have googled this topic and it seems that for most out there, the more they do it, the more they tune into the experience. For me, it seems that the more I do it, the more numb I become to the experience.
Has anyone else experienced this? Is there a ‘reset’ tech for your body?
I am a lone person and live in the northern hemisphere of the planet. It gets tough in the winter due to cold and darkness. Ayahuasca helped me get back on my feet when I felt rough and I could transfer my positive energy to my close relatives when they needed it. Right now I feel like I lost connection to my significant source of energy and I can’t find others who can relate to this.
Thank you for reading and appreciate your advice.
My first journeys were a pure bliss, my third time where I found courage to ingest enough DMT to be able to go for a full journey, was the most profound. I got to the point where I looked at life and world surrounding me with pure love and joy. Everything that would have irritated me in the past, transformed into something meaningful. I had many journeys since then but none of them brought me to that state of mind. However, I felt reborn and re-energised every time.
Last 3-4 months, I am unable to have full experience of aya. In the past, 40-50g of caapi + 110-140mg of DMT could rock my world but now, I even tried 130g of pretty potent caapi with over 200mg of DMT with little effect.
Recently, 130g of caapi followed by 150mg of DMT give me vivid visions and feel of aya but within 1-1.5hrs it just ends. Additional dose of 50mg of DMT doesn't do much. Visions so strong evolve but then fade abruptly within 10-15 minutes.
I source caapi from the same trusted vendor and according to the amount of alkaloid amount that can be extracted from them, potency is not an issue. It appears that MAIOs stop working in my system too early.
Have I built strong tolerance to MAOIs? I have googled this topic and it seems that for most out there, the more they do it, the more they tune into the experience. For me, it seems that the more I do it, the more numb I become to the experience.
Has anyone else experienced this? Is there a ‘reset’ tech for your body?
I am a lone person and live in the northern hemisphere of the planet. It gets tough in the winter due to cold and darkness. Ayahuasca helped me get back on my feet when I felt rough and I could transfer my positive energy to my close relatives when they needed it. Right now I feel like I lost connection to my significant source of energy and I can’t find others who can relate to this.
Thank you for reading and appreciate your advice.
