A belated welcome to the forum!
You needn’t worry about being inarticulate or confusing, on the contrary, your writing is very easy to understand! The only are aof confusion was your thread title — I tried running it through Google Translate but came back with nothing, banging it into a search came back with the Ancient Egyption for “Life, prosperity, health”! I must admit I probably don’t join in with the Introductory Essay section as much as I should, but I looked at your thread expecting to find a post in a language I wouldn’t be able to understand!
I wonder what is your reason for aiming for going for an ayahuasca experience over delving deeper with DMT? The length of oral journeys does make me a little scared and I am yet to work with aya, although I have worked with pharmahuasca a good few times. I hope to soon enough though.