I have been smoking the spice for about a month, same batch.
I have broken through before, where i saw many visions and such, however i have never been terrified, and last week the feeling was actually getting tired so I did some MDMA over the weekend and went out to party.
Well, tonight i just decided to "do away with the rest" of the spice. I used one of the round bowl pipes which are supposed to be best for the spice, so the flame does not touch, before i had only used my regular pipe. I put in "the rest", which ended up being a heck of a lot more than it looked like in the vial.
What can i say, except thank heavens i had read in other forums "it is the closest thing to death you will ever experience". I was so alive, I was dead. FINALLY, i achieved ego death with the spice. I had to keep thinking "as long as i am thinking, i am here"..."and if i don't come back, too late anyway".... because i was not attached to my body, my body kept hallucinating into many shapes and slices, my brain kept leaving my head, and dammit things were happening so quickly, time kept freezing, then speeding up, my cat was walking slow, and then super fast a movies, i even saw my cat's HEART beating in his body, when i turned my head, i could not turn it slow, it sort of snapped left and right like in an instant, like a superhero action comic or something, I mean in the last 5 minutes I experienced a serious serious serious blast through some sort of time portal. I was FLYING through the seconds, if that makes any sense, my brain was on overdrive plus plus ++.
... and it all had very little in common with my previous blissful experiences.
I saw no aliens, saw no diamonds, no fractal hallucinations, none of that...by the time the visions of hallucinations came on, i was so happy to be back in my body, i couldn't even pay them any attention and they were gone, they were what i used to chase but tonight that was "light stuff" compared to the trip i had just been pushed take..... flashes of different binary realities overloading my senses.
WOW WOW WOW WOW
Now, this was the first time i put on hard core heavy techno music and i am thinking that is what "took over" the trip instead of blissful silence. The beats seemed to set the pace of the tripping, just like music might set the pace the dancing. I think the same crazy thing happened with the same song on salvia.
Have any of you experimented with music? Can it control the speed of the tripping? Because i either took the most i ever took, it was the pipe that made the difference, the time-lag between my last trip, or else... jesus christ, i don't what to say except if anybody reading this thinks they are dead during a trip, just forget it and ride it out. It could have been the worst trip of my life but because i remembered some people said it felt like they were dead, i didn't worry (much).
I have broken through before, where i saw many visions and such, however i have never been terrified, and last week the feeling was actually getting tired so I did some MDMA over the weekend and went out to party.
Well, tonight i just decided to "do away with the rest" of the spice. I used one of the round bowl pipes which are supposed to be best for the spice, so the flame does not touch, before i had only used my regular pipe. I put in "the rest", which ended up being a heck of a lot more than it looked like in the vial.
What can i say, except thank heavens i had read in other forums "it is the closest thing to death you will ever experience". I was so alive, I was dead. FINALLY, i achieved ego death with the spice. I had to keep thinking "as long as i am thinking, i am here"..."and if i don't come back, too late anyway".... because i was not attached to my body, my body kept hallucinating into many shapes and slices, my brain kept leaving my head, and dammit things were happening so quickly, time kept freezing, then speeding up, my cat was walking slow, and then super fast a movies, i even saw my cat's HEART beating in his body, when i turned my head, i could not turn it slow, it sort of snapped left and right like in an instant, like a superhero action comic or something, I mean in the last 5 minutes I experienced a serious serious serious blast through some sort of time portal. I was FLYING through the seconds, if that makes any sense, my brain was on overdrive plus plus ++.
... and it all had very little in common with my previous blissful experiences.
I saw no aliens, saw no diamonds, no fractal hallucinations, none of that...by the time the visions of hallucinations came on, i was so happy to be back in my body, i couldn't even pay them any attention and they were gone, they were what i used to chase but tonight that was "light stuff" compared to the trip i had just been pushed take..... flashes of different binary realities overloading my senses.
WOW WOW WOW WOW
Now, this was the first time i put on hard core heavy techno music and i am thinking that is what "took over" the trip instead of blissful silence. The beats seemed to set the pace of the tripping, just like music might set the pace the dancing. I think the same crazy thing happened with the same song on salvia.
Have any of you experimented with music? Can it control the speed of the tripping? Because i either took the most i ever took, it was the pipe that made the difference, the time-lag between my last trip, or else... jesus christ, i don't what to say except if anybody reading this thinks they are dead during a trip, just forget it and ride it out. It could have been the worst trip of my life but because i remembered some people said it felt like they were dead, i didn't worry (much).
