I recently accidentally consumed Ayahausca and it was really... something?
I saw an old post here where one could combine low doses of MHRB and Syrian Rue (like 1g+1g) and have a good recreational experience (everyday).
So I decided to try it. The first two days were really wonderful - there was no change in consciousness, just purely energetic experiences and lot of trauma healing.
On the previous night of the third day, I did some energetic practices and was extra sensitive. I consumed the medicine and decided and go out. I hailed a cab and as I was halfway towards my destination, it came on REALLY strong. I was nodding in and out of consciousness. I became a bit paranoid that people on the street who were casually looking at me as they were passing by knew I was on a Schedule 1 psychedelic.
I mustered up the courage to tell the cab guy to drop me back home saying I had forgotten to take something. I sounded normal but was feeling far from it.
I got home, rushed to the bathroom and put my finger inside my mouth to puke out the medicine. I thought I'll induce diarrhoea to get out of my system and consumed heaps of Magnesium Citrate but that didn't work either.
I tend to stay away from psychedelics with long trip times and I got really freaked because I thought it would last the usual 4-6 hours. I prayed to the Ayahausca entity to not make me trip and invoked my personal god many times, though that sort of helped, it didn't kill the trip. Because of my previous efforts I puked a little (not any food, but some kind of mucus) and I felt amazing afterwards.
The trip was anything unlike I have ever experienced. It was serious and scary in some weird way, at the same time I was enjoying it but not in a recreational way. I wanted to embrace it fully but I felt I was going crazy. It was kind of dominating but not really at the same time. It was powerful and sort of really gentle. It was extremely healing.
The trip subsided an hour later, but I was feeling it's effects well into the night. People say Aya's spirit stays with you after a while after the trip - I don't want to get into that, but from a biological perspective, the later days, immediately after I cosmued food, it came on, albeit not that intense. When I consumed a lot of water in the later days, I came back to myself, which was perhaps the medicine being flushed out of the system.
With DMT and even with mushrooms, I haven't felt an 'altered' state of consciousness so to speak. But with this - it was extremely consciousness altering.
I saw an old post here where one could combine low doses of MHRB and Syrian Rue (like 1g+1g) and have a good recreational experience (everyday).
So I decided to try it. The first two days were really wonderful - there was no change in consciousness, just purely energetic experiences and lot of trauma healing.
On the previous night of the third day, I did some energetic practices and was extra sensitive. I consumed the medicine and decided and go out. I hailed a cab and as I was halfway towards my destination, it came on REALLY strong. I was nodding in and out of consciousness. I became a bit paranoid that people on the street who were casually looking at me as they were passing by knew I was on a Schedule 1 psychedelic.
I mustered up the courage to tell the cab guy to drop me back home saying I had forgotten to take something. I sounded normal but was feeling far from it.
I got home, rushed to the bathroom and put my finger inside my mouth to puke out the medicine. I thought I'll induce diarrhoea to get out of my system and consumed heaps of Magnesium Citrate but that didn't work either.
I tend to stay away from psychedelics with long trip times and I got really freaked because I thought it would last the usual 4-6 hours. I prayed to the Ayahausca entity to not make me trip and invoked my personal god many times, though that sort of helped, it didn't kill the trip. Because of my previous efforts I puked a little (not any food, but some kind of mucus) and I felt amazing afterwards.
The trip was anything unlike I have ever experienced. It was serious and scary in some weird way, at the same time I was enjoying it but not in a recreational way. I wanted to embrace it fully but I felt I was going crazy. It was kind of dominating but not really at the same time. It was powerful and sort of really gentle. It was extremely healing.
The trip subsided an hour later, but I was feeling it's effects well into the night. People say Aya's spirit stays with you after a while after the trip - I don't want to get into that, but from a biological perspective, the later days, immediately after I cosmued food, it came on, albeit not that intense. When I consumed a lot of water in the later days, I came back to myself, which was perhaps the medicine being flushed out of the system.
With DMT and even with mushrooms, I haven't felt an 'altered' state of consciousness so to speak. But with this - it was extremely consciousness altering.
