So, following my fasting and carnivore diet 'reset', I have had a few drinks and also two cheeky puffs of MJ, which a friend brought over for xmas. Not massively impressed with myself about that, but I did turn down the offer of some bud, and returned home yesterday.
I had a great catchup with an old friend, which gave me more motivation to get back into my yoga practice, which I did this morning. I woke at 5am, made coffee, and did a slow, deliberate, if somewhat shortened, Ashtanga primary series.
Had a little cry in shavasana, as thoughts of my teacher in India came back to me. I have been told by mushroom spirits, Mother Aya and facilitators/shamen that my purpose is to help others, and that helping others learn this amazing system that I have spent thousands of hours practicing is how I should go about this.
Stopping my habitual use of MJ is fundamental to this, as it sucks away my motivation and clouds my brain, and I am determined that the times has come to put it in my rearview mirror and work consistently towards what I know I am capable of.
Tonight, I am taking it easy, and am going to blast off, something I have not done in a long time, and partake in a 'proper' changa blend that I created at the beginning of the year, which has been waiting patently in my cupboard.
Caapi leaf, gotu kola and calea zacatechichi 50%DMT + harmalas from caapi
Then tomorrow I am out with friends at an all day rave-up!
Peace and love to everyone and I hope you all have a very happy new year.
I had a great catchup with an old friend, which gave me more motivation to get back into my yoga practice, which I did this morning. I woke at 5am, made coffee, and did a slow, deliberate, if somewhat shortened, Ashtanga primary series.
Had a little cry in shavasana, as thoughts of my teacher in India came back to me. I have been told by mushroom spirits, Mother Aya and facilitators/shamen that my purpose is to help others, and that helping others learn this amazing system that I have spent thousands of hours practicing is how I should go about this.
Stopping my habitual use of MJ is fundamental to this, as it sucks away my motivation and clouds my brain, and I am determined that the times has come to put it in my rearview mirror and work consistently towards what I know I am capable of.
Tonight, I am taking it easy, and am going to blast off, something I have not done in a long time, and partake in a 'proper' changa blend that I created at the beginning of the year, which has been waiting patently in my cupboard.
Caapi leaf, gotu kola and calea zacatechichi 50%DMT + harmalas from caapi
Then tomorrow I am out with friends at an all day rave-up!
Peace and love to everyone and I hope you all have a very happy new year.
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