Soo over the weekend we were hanging out enjoying our time. We were having some really magical moments.. until we weren’t.. my girl came home super drunk & acted like someone I’ve never met. After my friend, her & I all took a good rip together. She began showing sudden ‘interest’ in my best friend.. I assume the level of intoxication is what fueled that. It was a side of her I’ve NEVER seen before. Of course this all began to unfold in front of me in the peak of my dmt journey.. It instantly felt as if my world was crashing down around me.. my heart was shattering in fast motion..
since then I havnt felt that same about the substance. I have tried doing it alone, with no one home. I’ve tried doing it together. I’ve tried different settings, talking about it, etc… but now. Each time I try. I get instant flash backs to what happened that night. Or worse.. just alll around negative experiences/ energy on my journey: It’s almost as if it, indefinitely ruined the entire experience for me… any thoughts or similar experiences out there? Any thoughts on how to turn this back into positive experiences..
Something so magical instantly turned to the most gut wrenching experience… both sides of it is quite sad really…
since then I havnt felt that same about the substance. I have tried doing it alone, with no one home. I’ve tried doing it together. I’ve tried different settings, talking about it, etc… but now. Each time I try. I get instant flash backs to what happened that night. Or worse.. just alll around negative experiences/ energy on my journey: It’s almost as if it, indefinitely ruined the entire experience for me… any thoughts or similar experiences out there? Any thoughts on how to turn this back into positive experiences..
Something so magical instantly turned to the most gut wrenching experience… both sides of it is quite sad really…
