Blocked from DMT

[HitboxEvo2013]

Hey so I've been a heavy psychonaut for the last decade, like first time I blasted for real I took like 25 hits of acid (which is not uncommon if im solo tripping, i mean I used to eat 50 hits of acid on purpose if I don't have to babysit anyone else), did some k to take the edge off and decided I was going to roll a blunt with half maybe 3/4 of a gram of DMT and see how far I got before I finally got to experience DMT the way I had heard stories about because up until that point I had attempted with much more reasonable doses and minus other drugs and had definitely had some visuals and revelations about myself but had been unable to achieve full blast off probably a dozen times. However after that first time I didn't seem to have any issue blasting as long as no outside stimulation grounded me to reality, music was fine but if anyone talked to me or like the TV was going in the background, I couldn't let my mind wonder far enough to step outside my body. But as long as I laid down ground rules with anyone I allowed to trip with me and controlled the environment, it was a sure thing every time and I was cool with that.
Fast forward about 5-6 years, one day It just stopped working pretty much at all. I don't even get what I used to before I blasted the first time, im lucky if it even answers the questions I have cus it rarely even does that anymore but as far as visuals I sat and faced a gram in 1 session to myself on multiple different occasions, I've done 5-meo and nn, tried other methods of smoking it, I've tried multiple different batches to make sure it wasn't degraded somehow, I've pulled massive Amounts of toxins out of my body with an ionic bath, done a parasite cleanse and got sober from everything besides psychedelics for the last 6 months because it had been a recurring message throughout multiple experiences that I wasn't able to go further or get certain answers until I got rid of those vices. Which had me thinking I was in time out for not listening sooner until I completed the instructions and it didn't come back. Sometimes id feel like I was close and I'd just black out for 20-30 min
This might be a little out there for some of y'all reading, but I thought the answer might have been something spiritual for a bit, however Ive been able to cast a couple spells with physical confirmation they worked and guides still answer through cards which means im not cut off, but I haven't been able to astral project without DMT either which I was getting quite good at beforehand.
Any ideas you might have as to what caused this or how to fix it, scientific or metaphysical would be much appreciated

 

[Transform]

Hi, welcome to the Nexus!

Paragraph breaks are a bit like the perforations between individual hits of blotter.

It might be helpful for everyone else if you familiarised yourself with them from time to time.

roll a blunt with half maybe 3/4 of a gram of DMT and see how far I got before I finally got to experience DMT the way I had heard stories about

That's a massively inefficient way of using this molecule, although you may have inadvertently done yourself a favour by not vaping an entire half gram at once.

Never underestimate the power of sobriety in helping address the question which you've posed here. Most people experiencing lockout have to wait months to years before there brain resets to a state where it'll allow them to trip on DMT again, and then it's usually at a far lower dose when it does.

Think of it as an opportunity to integrate all those masses of far-out experiences. Your intuitions seem to be broadly on-point.

How have you been using the information gleaned from all those psychedelic experiences? Is it something that gets diverted into some type of creative endeavour?