Toshido
Research & Development
Hello, new member here, thought I would say hi and talk about my first experiences with DMT, why I like it, and why I'm here.
I'm 31 years old, I've been interested in psychedelics my whole life. At 15, I researched magic mushrooms extensively, and even wanted to go to school for Mycology. At 17 I had my first psychedelic experience by finding, identifying, and drying Psilocybe Cubensis that I found in a cow field in South Texas. My main goal was to experience the visual aspect of the trip, but I was completely blown away by how it made me feel and think. It was a profound experience that I will never forget.
From 17-25 I would undergo hundreds of psychedelic trips ranging from mushrooms, lsd, mescaline, and a few others. I took a long break from the psychedelic world to focus on work and my career, I felt like I had a lot of catching up to do in life and didn't feel like a journey into the abyss would go all that well. After feeling good about life and doing well with my career, I've decided to dive back in.... DIVE back in.
I had always been interested in DMT, I read The Spirit Molecule multiple times in my 20's, and even wrote my final paper in college on DMT, but I had never had access to it. It wasn't a very popular drug at the time and was therefore difficult to locate. I longed for it. Finally I've acquired some, but fear that I will not be able to again for another long stretch of time, so I am hoping to learn about extraction here. I don't have a lot of experience mixing chemicals, but I was avid in the cultivation of mushrooms during college and yielded hundreds of pounds, so I understand how delicate a process one can be.
Anyways, DMT has helped me a lot, I've smoked it about 10-15 times in the last few months, unlocking a new piece of the puzzle on most occasions.
My first trip on DMT had me soaring through your usual tunnel of kaleidoscopical visuals, impossible organisms and mechanisms that made no sense to me in the way they were able to move and fold in on themselves. Then breaking through one way or another. I saw a red man in my bottom right urging me to "come on, chill out, comeee onnn" and a blue lady in my upper left coaxing me saying "relax, you're alright, just let go". The red man represented my stubborn responsibility about succeeding in my career, while the blue lady represented the fact that I really do need to relax and take life a little less seriously. I've felt pretty balanced ever since that moment.
I've been fighting with my sisters a lot lately, and have been having nightmares about cats scratching and biting me which I think is related. My last DMT trip I was filled with aztec/mayan cat/lion statues that looked a lot like Alex Grey's Bardo Being painting in terms of structure and colors, except that it was animated and moving. They were friendly unlike in my recent nightmares, the cats then started to move closer to my body until they melted over my whole body and merged with me. I opened my eyes and put my hands into the air as my hands started to become covered with moss and I was holding a quasar/neutron star in my hands. So I decided to reconcile with my sisters and everything has been a lot better. Cheap therapy this stuff is! Truly fascinating. My favorite part above all are the colors. It's hard to tell if I've broken through though. I would so much love to go to outer space and visit aliens, but so far nothing like that. I might add that I've been using a triple aluminum foil layered technique with about 8mg in each layer, but it melts when the flame hits, so I probably want to get myself a vape genie or something.
Anyways thanks for listening and welcoming me. I intend to learn a lot more here.
I'm 31 years old, I've been interested in psychedelics my whole life. At 15, I researched magic mushrooms extensively, and even wanted to go to school for Mycology. At 17 I had my first psychedelic experience by finding, identifying, and drying Psilocybe Cubensis that I found in a cow field in South Texas. My main goal was to experience the visual aspect of the trip, but I was completely blown away by how it made me feel and think. It was a profound experience that I will never forget.
From 17-25 I would undergo hundreds of psychedelic trips ranging from mushrooms, lsd, mescaline, and a few others. I took a long break from the psychedelic world to focus on work and my career, I felt like I had a lot of catching up to do in life and didn't feel like a journey into the abyss would go all that well. After feeling good about life and doing well with my career, I've decided to dive back in.... DIVE back in.
I had always been interested in DMT, I read The Spirit Molecule multiple times in my 20's, and even wrote my final paper in college on DMT, but I had never had access to it. It wasn't a very popular drug at the time and was therefore difficult to locate. I longed for it. Finally I've acquired some, but fear that I will not be able to again for another long stretch of time, so I am hoping to learn about extraction here. I don't have a lot of experience mixing chemicals, but I was avid in the cultivation of mushrooms during college and yielded hundreds of pounds, so I understand how delicate a process one can be.
Anyways, DMT has helped me a lot, I've smoked it about 10-15 times in the last few months, unlocking a new piece of the puzzle on most occasions.
My first trip on DMT had me soaring through your usual tunnel of kaleidoscopical visuals, impossible organisms and mechanisms that made no sense to me in the way they were able to move and fold in on themselves. Then breaking through one way or another. I saw a red man in my bottom right urging me to "come on, chill out, comeee onnn" and a blue lady in my upper left coaxing me saying "relax, you're alright, just let go". The red man represented my stubborn responsibility about succeeding in my career, while the blue lady represented the fact that I really do need to relax and take life a little less seriously. I've felt pretty balanced ever since that moment.
I've been fighting with my sisters a lot lately, and have been having nightmares about cats scratching and biting me which I think is related. My last DMT trip I was filled with aztec/mayan cat/lion statues that looked a lot like Alex Grey's Bardo Being painting in terms of structure and colors, except that it was animated and moving. They were friendly unlike in my recent nightmares, the cats then started to move closer to my body until they melted over my whole body and merged with me. I opened my eyes and put my hands into the air as my hands started to become covered with moss and I was holding a quasar/neutron star in my hands. So I decided to reconcile with my sisters and everything has been a lot better. Cheap therapy this stuff is! Truly fascinating. My favorite part above all are the colors. It's hard to tell if I've broken through though. I would so much love to go to outer space and visit aliens, but so far nothing like that. I might add that I've been using a triple aluminum foil layered technique with about 8mg in each layer, but it melts when the flame hits, so I probably want to get myself a vape genie or something.
Anyways thanks for listening and welcoming me. I intend to learn a lot more here.
