twattlehead
Rising Star
So I did 20mg last night, up from 15mg last time. No breakthrough but it felt close and it got me thinking about the meaning of the b word (I know it's overused), and of hyperspace. A graph of sorts seemed to be the easiest way to show how it seems to work for me, apologies for the sloppiness.
Based on my own trips, the thing that starts a breakthrough is a "place", like a central station or maybe more like a launch pad, a place I stop briefly before travelling to my real destination. Before this place I still have self awareness and knowledge I'm on dmt, so that's pre breakthrough in my book and it can be in hyperspace, albeit briefly. During a breakthrough that knowledge isn't there. The point where that knowledge returns marks dropping out of hyperspace. Maybe.
The slope and shape of the green launch pad area is because it seems to be a slower, more drawn out process on lower doses. As opposed to fast in and fast out on bigger doses.
I have a feeling these descriptions and image might only apply to my own experiences though?
Based on my own trips, the thing that starts a breakthrough is a "place", like a central station or maybe more like a launch pad, a place I stop briefly before travelling to my real destination. Before this place I still have self awareness and knowledge I'm on dmt, so that's pre breakthrough in my book and it can be in hyperspace, albeit briefly. During a breakthrough that knowledge isn't there. The point where that knowledge returns marks dropping out of hyperspace. Maybe.
The slope and shape of the green launch pad area is because it seems to be a slower, more drawn out process on lower doses. As opposed to fast in and fast out on bigger doses.
I have a feeling these descriptions and image might only apply to my own experiences though?