Breakthrough Schmeakthrough

[ZenPuppy]

Well... Been new to this DMT thing for the past couple of months, and had a few good journeys. I'm using some of the teks and having fun making the stuff.

All of my trips have been fun but not what it seems to be described as a 'breakthrough'. I just got my gvg and loaded up a nice hit (I had been using a metal vg knock off) and took a nice big drag...
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What the REMOVED?!?!?!?

It hit me like a REMOVED train with a brick REMOVED-house on it. Before i knew it I didn't know REMOVED. Not up, not down, not any idea of self, but wow was the gvg real pretty. What's this holding that pretty thing? Oh, that looks sorta like a hand. Huh, interesting.

For an unknown amount of time I was entirely not me. Not a person or a thing, just was the action of seeing. Things slowly started to come into understanding and then I just had a grin on my face for the next hour or so.

I've never experienced the like before and now I 'get it'. I haven't immediately gone back to the breakthrough dose again, as I've got a bit more respect for it now than I did before, but it's a very very cool world in this noggin of mine.

A sincere thank you to all the contributors here that have made this experience possible for me.
Really. Thank you so much.
ZenPuppy

 

[Horuscope]

But what did you see?????????!

 

[null24]

But what did you see?????????!

He told you.
The light.
:lol:

 

[TwennyBux]

But what did you see?????????!

He told you.
The light.
:lol:

I think you mean the REMOVED light:lol:

 

[ZenPuppy]

I think you mean the REMOVED light:lol:

That's no REMOVED REMOVED!
Since that event I have approached it cautiously and determined what the right set/setting is for launch. Let me see if I can describe it better.

It's like a carnival of lights and shapes all around you everywhere you "look" (with closed or open eyes - I don't have enough 'thought' to know if my eyes are closed or open) it's just a cacophony of colors and shapes and lights turning and dancing. It's so intense that it threatens to overwhelm unless you just let go and don't fight it. Just ride it like a wave. The colors and shapes twist and turn as if you were a kid in the midst of an amusement park crowded with rides. Things don't make sense, but there's laughter and as you let go it is one of the singularly most wonderful experiences I've had. Spirit molecule indeed.

To the moderator who remove all my swearing... Thank you for not just removing the post entirely. I was entirely shaken up after that as I hadn't expected such a ride. I'd just expected the patterns and distortions that I'd experienced previously...
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But nobody expects the Spanish inquisition!

ZenPuppy