SweetDreams
Rising Star
Hello hello & hello.
Just wanted to share a few experiences that have both scared and amazed me. Was wondering if anyone has had similar experience's.
The first few blast-off's where light and colourful to say the least but the last couple were heavy as dudes.
We'll jump right into it.
The first hit that night was light and I had a moment where I kind of felt like it was a let down, but after this I got a feeling like I had disrespected somehow and felt disapproval from an outside "intelligence" . Like this "intelligence" was angry that I could doubt Her (felt like a feminine energy). I instantly started to apologise, though it felt utterly useless, I then submitted myself ready to accept punishment for the disrespect. To my surprise I then received a warm feeling of forgiveness and that submitting myself alone was enough.
I left that trip in a good state of mind.
Now the scary part.
After feeling this warmth, I felt comfortable to go EVEN deeper on the next blast-off.
Loaded and ready I took the hit and held. Was harsh but hash lung held on. On the exhale I burst into hyperspace, all sorts of weird ass sounds were coming for all directions and bombarding me. For some reason after the inhale I couldn't seem to get me breath back and
realized I was gasping for air. Not the best feeling while getting launched into this experience. This settled down after 30 or so seconds.
Now this is what really freaked me out.
As my breathing relaxed, my mind was experiencing things so alien and weird words don't do justice . I had elven/clown like faces looking down what felt like a camera lens at me(felt like they were teasing me).
All this while I feel like it's getting harder to breath , I was able to communicate my discomfort to my sitter but also told him not to panic that I was still in control of my shit. My breathing was becoming harder and harder and I was trying to clear my throat. I begun having to pull my jumper away from my neck to get some air, I was very fricking uncomfortable. But thankfully as fast as it came on it let go of me. Funny thing is though, it felt as if those clown like dude's where choking me and getting off on doing it, laughing away at my discomfort but then waving goodbye merrily to me, haha.
Cause? Histamines from Acacia extract. Defiantly felt like a reaction of that type.
Lesson? Wash your spice, then wash it again, then again and your BONZA!
Wont be going that big again till I have a fresh "WASHED" sack.
Cause everyone loves a fresh sack right?
Stay safe kids
ONE LOVE!
Just wanted to share a few experiences that have both scared and amazed me. Was wondering if anyone has had similar experience's.
The first few blast-off's where light and colourful to say the least but the last couple were heavy as dudes.
We'll jump right into it.
The first hit that night was light and I had a moment where I kind of felt like it was a let down, but after this I got a feeling like I had disrespected somehow and felt disapproval from an outside "intelligence" . Like this "intelligence" was angry that I could doubt Her (felt like a feminine energy). I instantly started to apologise, though it felt utterly useless, I then submitted myself ready to accept punishment for the disrespect. To my surprise I then received a warm feeling of forgiveness and that submitting myself alone was enough.
I left that trip in a good state of mind.
Now the scary part.
After feeling this warmth, I felt comfortable to go EVEN deeper on the next blast-off.
Loaded and ready I took the hit and held. Was harsh but hash lung held on. On the exhale I burst into hyperspace, all sorts of weird ass sounds were coming for all directions and bombarding me. For some reason after the inhale I couldn't seem to get me breath back and
realized I was gasping for air. Not the best feeling while getting launched into this experience. This settled down after 30 or so seconds.
Now this is what really freaked me out.
As my breathing relaxed, my mind was experiencing things so alien and weird words don't do justice . I had elven/clown like faces looking down what felt like a camera lens at me(felt like they were teasing me).
All this while I feel like it's getting harder to breath , I was able to communicate my discomfort to my sitter but also told him not to panic that I was still in control of my shit. My breathing was becoming harder and harder and I was trying to clear my throat. I begun having to pull my jumper away from my neck to get some air, I was very fricking uncomfortable. But thankfully as fast as it came on it let go of me. Funny thing is though, it felt as if those clown like dude's where choking me and getting off on doing it, laughing away at my discomfort but then waving goodbye merrily to me, haha.
Cause? Histamines from Acacia extract. Defiantly felt like a reaction of that type.
Lesson? Wash your spice, then wash it again, then again and your BONZA!
Wont be going that big again till I have a fresh "WASHED" sack.
Cause everyone loves a fresh sack right?
Stay safe kids
ONE LOVE!
