As someone who has been born and raised in this country, the below video hits exactly on the heart:
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I've never been a nationalist or a fanatic blinded by patriotism, deeds and achievements long forgotten. I also have been raised in post-communism Bulgaria, with the promises of democracy and dreams of a brighter future. Needless to say, the future isn't as bright.
Rural areas of this country are severely impoverished and rapidly dissipating into hollow ghost towns - crumbling shells of once prosperous little villages. The deep, saddening scars of communism are still present even in the capitol, albeit not nearly as obvious as in smaller tows and villages.
Elder people (and younger folk too!) are still as humble and kind-hearted as they were back in the day. The difference is that now they're not only poorer, but also more lonely. Their children run away to the prosperous cities and follow rapidly developing economic trends with dreams of fortune and happiness, while their parents and grand-parents are left to live the last of their days alone in little clusters of houses with a barely audible heartbeat. It's honestly heartbreaking, and makes me tear up. Those people are forced to live alone, in the simplest and most restrictive way possible, but they've learned to enjoy the little they have. They've learned to fight those negative emotions, and they keep on living - day after day, year after year, lifetime after lifetime.
The situation is absolutely the same with many other countries that were under communist rule years ago. And there are many such countries too. But there's something about life in such a place that affects you. The calmness and timelessness of such villages is captivating and mysterious. Life goes on, but does it really? You can't tell when you're there.
If there are two things that Bulgaria stands out with, those would be people with very kind hearts, and absolutely gorgeous nature. Apart from that it's pretty much like every other poverty-recovering country in the world. A beautiful, god-forsaken piece of land with an unclear future and millions of heartbroken people that pray to their deities that "things change" some day. I have felt the urge to counter that with "change comes from within", but in this case I'm not sure that's true.
I didn't mean this post to be depressing or heartbreaking or anything like that. Its goal was to outline the realistic state of decay that might not be apparent to potential tourists that browse Google and look at famous tourist sites and vacation villages - there's so much more behind those often superficial experiences. Go deep into the heart of this vibrant country, and you will find a soul there that will follow your memories. There's not much to see in the flashy parts of this country - they're like every other.
I know the few Bulgarians in the Nexus feel the pain from this situation most of all. To all the rest, I assure you that if you visit Bulgaria for its timeless rural life and secluded nature you will leave it with a broken heart, but with something else inside. Something special and unique.
With immeasurable amounts of love,
Nydex
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I've never been a nationalist or a fanatic blinded by patriotism, deeds and achievements long forgotten. I also have been raised in post-communism Bulgaria, with the promises of democracy and dreams of a brighter future. Needless to say, the future isn't as bright.
Rural areas of this country are severely impoverished and rapidly dissipating into hollow ghost towns - crumbling shells of once prosperous little villages. The deep, saddening scars of communism are still present even in the capitol, albeit not nearly as obvious as in smaller tows and villages.
Elder people (and younger folk too!) are still as humble and kind-hearted as they were back in the day. The difference is that now they're not only poorer, but also more lonely. Their children run away to the prosperous cities and follow rapidly developing economic trends with dreams of fortune and happiness, while their parents and grand-parents are left to live the last of their days alone in little clusters of houses with a barely audible heartbeat. It's honestly heartbreaking, and makes me tear up. Those people are forced to live alone, in the simplest and most restrictive way possible, but they've learned to enjoy the little they have. They've learned to fight those negative emotions, and they keep on living - day after day, year after year, lifetime after lifetime.
The situation is absolutely the same with many other countries that were under communist rule years ago. And there are many such countries too. But there's something about life in such a place that affects you. The calmness and timelessness of such villages is captivating and mysterious. Life goes on, but does it really? You can't tell when you're there.
If there are two things that Bulgaria stands out with, those would be people with very kind hearts, and absolutely gorgeous nature. Apart from that it's pretty much like every other poverty-recovering country in the world. A beautiful, god-forsaken piece of land with an unclear future and millions of heartbroken people that pray to their deities that "things change" some day. I have felt the urge to counter that with "change comes from within", but in this case I'm not sure that's true.
I didn't mean this post to be depressing or heartbreaking or anything like that. Its goal was to outline the realistic state of decay that might not be apparent to potential tourists that browse Google and look at famous tourist sites and vacation villages - there's so much more behind those often superficial experiences. Go deep into the heart of this vibrant country, and you will find a soul there that will follow your memories. There's not much to see in the flashy parts of this country - they're like every other.
I know the few Bulgarians in the Nexus feel the pain from this situation most of all. To all the rest, I assure you that if you visit Bulgaria for its timeless rural life and secluded nature you will leave it with a broken heart, but with something else inside. Something special and unique.
With immeasurable amounts of love,
Nydex

