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Carnival Ride

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Just wanted to share with everybody an awesome experience I just had that went from bad to good. A few hours ago I did DMT twice. I kept seeing very mischievous naughty demon looking creatures. Parts of the trip were very freaky. It was storming outside and when I would open my eyes I would see the light from lightning coming from my window. I would close my eyes get freaked out, open them and it would be lightning again. It was pretty freaky, but not really scary.

Anyway I really did not want to see these creatures at all and was trying to change the direction of the trip each time, with no luck. I decided the reason I was seeing these creatures was because of the storm as well as just reading some negative DMT experiences on the nexus. They were probably still at the back of my mind. I decided to lay off DMT for a few hours and tried to get in a better state of mind.

I watched the movie Big Fish then after it was over I waited until I was ready and did DMT again. I was listening to Patience my Guns N’ Roses. At the initial part of the trip I started seeing the demon creatures again. I thought “not this again” and tried to change the direction of the trip.

I remember opening my eyes for some reason and there was another me lying on my bed. I would only see him in my peripherals, when I turned to look he would disappear rapidly. When I turned away he would appear again. During this time my room was really crazy and for a moment I got lost into the shapes of the blanket that was covering me. I can't explain it so I'm not going to even try. I can’t really remember what happened next exactly nor the details but I had my eyes closed and saw this Harley Quinn girl. She looked like a human being dressed in a Harley Quinn costume. She looked completely real.

She started pulling my legs through this door and my legs were super long and they folded over almost like they were stuffed toys. I was seeing my body from behind almost as if I was seeing it through the other me's eyes. I opened my eyes and my room was a carnival. It was CRAZY. It felt like she had just pulled me into this alternate happy dimension. I literally thought I was in another version of my room. The feeling was so real. I wondered if I had switched places with the other me that I had seen.

I remember closing my eyes again and seeing the Harley Quinn girl but I do not remember what she was doing. I can’t remember much after this but I know it was awesome and when I came to I was in tears. I felt VERY good. Everything had changed from somewhat gloomy earlier in the day to very cheerful after my trip.

Anyways, I thought I would share with everyone what happened.

Peace

( Also, Big Fish has carnival scenes and I wonder if that had anything to do with my room turning into a carnival?)
 
Hey achamp, I'm glad the trip ended up turning around for you. It's funny you mention this Harley Quinn-esque entity because when I introduced one of my friends last year, that was his only way of describing what he saw.
 
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