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Executive decision: Instead of making a bunch of blends to put into my fireproof box, I will instead just put all of the necessary ingredients inside the box for the desire number of batches I'd like to make. I figured this would be better because I have a couple batches that smell a little funny and I think they may have molded, so by keeping the ingredients separate the batches will be fresher overall once made, and I also won't have to worry about wasting any medicine.

Still an extraction summer.

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I won't do Aya until the hype dies down. I'm not a fan of the charge I feel around it. Pharma all day. So many variations (though there are plenty of reported variations of Aya).

I rarely smoalk any freebase NN-DMT. I rarely smoalk any harmalas.

I do smoalk A WHOLE LOTTA CHANGA DOE.
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In an all too familiar, daily occurrence of not knowing what to do with myself (executive dysfunction) , I said hey, I haven't meditated yet today, and pulled out the zabuton and zafu and the changa pipe. There was still some remnant left from the last journey. I just needed a little bit.

There's a part of me that keeps fighting my healing process because life doesn't stop just because I'm broken. And I already feel run over. But while everything else may be in this ever accelerating flux doesn't mean I have to appeal to it. I need to just stop. Take a break from trying to get ahead, take a breather from self-improvement, and just stop. Accept myself and everything where it's at.

I'm out of gas. My gears are fried. I'm a walking short-circuit. You have to stop the car to fill up and get it fixed. You gotta stop the horse to feed it and change it's shoes.

Just the thought though...

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In an all too familiar, daily occurrence of not knowing what to do with myself (executive dysfunction) , I said hey, I haven't meditated yet today, and pulled out the zabuton and zafu and the changa pipe. There was still some remnant left from the last journey. I just needed a little bit.

There's a part of me that keeps fighting my healing process because life doesn't stop just because I'm broken. And I already feel run over. But while everything else may be in this ever accelerating flux doesn't mean I have to appeal to it. I need to just stop. Take a break from trying to get ahead, take a breather from self-improvement, and just stop. Accept myself and everything where it's at.

I'm out of gas. My gears are fried. I'm a walking short-circuit. You have to stop the car to fill up and get it fixed. You gotta stop the horse to feed it and change it's shoes.

Just the thought though...

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"The grass doesn't grow any faster if you pull on it"!


Find that still place :)
 
Mescaline HCL??? Say more please, how would you compare it to spice or High dose Psilo??
I'm not sure how or why, but I've neglected to respond to you twice and for that I apologize.

So I'm not gonna lie, I've yet to try rhe mescaline. I'm waiting for either the space in life to try it or the right companion to try it with.

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The melted amalgam of harmalas and DMT are the mortar that keeps my soul and being contiguously entwined.

When I attune, allow, and empower, taking one nice big pull, I can do this. No more timid pulls...

Round and round we go.

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I too am capable of taking one nice big pull, after which my world comes undone and I spend the next ten minutes wondering if I’ll ever be the same again 😅
 
But don't we do it to change to some degree? 🤔

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For sure, that is a good point, and I think the dissolution that I tend to find so uncomfortable is what makes the change possible.

I would say the fear of not being the same again is the fear of not coming back as a person, but staying in the undifferentiated state of ego dissolution, indefinitely.

I remember vaporizing some DMT in the midst of an LSD trip and being sure that I had really done it that time. Yet, sure enough, I returned from the dissolution of the DMT back to the relatively more ordinary expansiveness of the LSD trip.
 
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For sure, that is a good point, and I think the dissolution that I tend to find so uncomfortable is what makes the change possible.

I would say the fear of not being the same again is the fear of not coming back as a person, but staying in the undifferentiated state of ego dissolution, indefinitely.

I remember vaporizing some DMT in the midst of an LSD trip and being sure that I had really done it that time. Yet, sure enough, I came back from the dissolution of the DMT back to the relatively more ordinary expansiveness of the LSD trip.
Interesting and poignant point about the fear, as I'm exploring what psychedelic "traumas" i may have, I sometimes wonder if there are parts of me that are in some sort of similar state.

I try really hard to normalize the feeling of "I'll never come back," because I'm starting to realize that there are many versions of that and it shows up in so many ways in so many instances that I don't know if it'll ever really go away.

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The melted amalgam of harmalas and DMT are the mortar that keeps my soul and being contiguously entwined.
Initially I misread "amalgam" as "anagram", in which case, here you go:
"harmalas and DMT" = "H.M. Lama standard".
Hope this helps 😁
When I attune, allow, and empower, taking one nice big pull, I can do this. No more timid pulls...

Round and round we go.

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I too am capable of taking one nice big pull, after which my world comes undone and I spend the next ten minutes wondering if I’ll ever be the same again 😅
Perhaps this is what my training myself to dive head first from the springboard has been about (it also often leaves me wondering if I'll be the same again afterwards).
 
Do you guys remember the blends of changa that whined and cried about worrying they were moldy? They aren't... the friend I was going to conduct ceremony with to sacredly burn the medicine came over. This jar was amongst some other glassware I wanted to give him. We decided to smell it... it smelled like deems.

I'm fuckin ridiculous 🤣 But am very grateful right now.

This will be known as the trickster blend.

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I've enjoyed this thread for many reasons.
Getting ready to make my first changa and i love the "you cant go wrong it just might be different" vibe i get.
I also appreciate the honesty and depth of your reports. I feel like we share similar hangups and thoughts about psychedilics in general and it's been helpful both in the "i'm not alone" sense and seeing how you manage it is inspiring.
Curious about your process for "opening the space" at your altar as i think you put it. Someome recently has been teaching me about the pachakuti mesa tradition. I generally believe in animism though i've never really called on spirits or allies the way he seems to be encouraging me to. It seems like a whole new language just to know what and when to call on. That said, it has it's own altar/psychospiritual co-worker (depending on your point of view) called the mesa that is said to be in living relationship with the practioner and has it's own opening and closing ceremonies. I'm still a bit unsure of how i want to progress with the practice and would be interested in hearing of your experience, regardless of how it aligns with what i described.
 
I've enjoyed this thread for many reasons.
Getting ready to make my first changa and i love the "you cant go wrong it just might be different" vibe i get.
I also appreciate the honesty and depth of your reports. I feel like we share similar hangups and thoughts about psychedilics in general and it's been helpful both in the "i'm not alone" sense and seeing how you manage it is inspiring.
Curious about your process for "opening the space" at your altar as i think you put it. Someome recently has been teaching me about the pachakuti mesa tradition. I generally believe in animism though i've never really called on spirits or allies the way he seems to be encouraging me to. It seems like a whole new language just to know what and when to call on. That said, it has it's own altar/psychospiritual co-worker (depending on your point of view) called the mesa that is said to be in living relationship with the practioner and has it's own opening and closing ceremonies. I'm still a bit unsure of how i want to progress with the practice and would be interested in hearing of your experience, regardless of how it aligns with what i described.
Ritually and ceremonially, I tend to be all over the place. It's often about what I feel is called for in the moment. And that's actually an embedded part of my practice. To break down and few principles so that makes sense, a simple way to describe my practice is I juggle metaphysical principles in order to hop between paradigms. It's about balance, versatility, and adaptability.

That said, I'm also a guide and one of the reasons I practice in such a way is to be able to more aptly guide more people.

Do whatever works best for you. I don't often request support from anything either. But for some, asking may be a way for them to initiate the power of that element or symbol for that themselves. It's a type of resourcing.

You may not want to call on specific animal spirits, but you can drum up and elicit attributes of those animals that you think will be helpful to you in some manner.

Opening and closing ceremony does seem to create an energetic buffer that lends itself to more clarity in experiences from beginning to end. For me, closing the space is about humility and gratitude, there are many elements and people taken for granted that allow the work to happen this moment in time, from the lineage that have passed down information that has led us to medicine and inner work, to the activists, allies, and ancestors who have played their parts as well. There's always the known and the unknown that play a part in The Work. Honor all of them.

Again, I'm all over the place. Sometimes my ceremonies are long and drawn out and other times, they're dialed in and commence quickly.

When guiding, that's different though. I'm mainly talking about my personal practice.

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Any common themes or activities for opening?
I appreciate the encouragement to do what works for oneself. I want to respect traditions while also at the same time I've always been someone to do things my own way so I assume I'll be making my own tradition as I go.
 
Thread 'Voidmatrix's Invocation' Voidmatrix's Invocation

Here's how I generally begin ceremony:
Sacredly and with devotion, using the power of my mind, will, and soul, I open this sacred space. Greeting the Great Mystery, the Grand Paradox and all that emanates from. Greetings and welcome to the sacred plant essences and spirits of (name entheogens). A special greeting and welcome to the ancestors, guides, allies, and advocates, and all those that have made this work possible. Greetings and welcome to all forces and powers known and unknown that take part in this sacred space.

Thank you thank you thank you.

There tends to be some smudging, some energy work, and some rattles as well.

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