Hi all!
I did my first Aya ceremony this weekend. I took two cups separated by a couple hours.
I felt great after my first cup. It was uncomfortable at times because it was so cold where I was. I felt a lot of love and felt Mother Aya take me over. I felt her pull my hand towards my chest to recognize that I must always let my light shine. I felt a lot of reprogramming in my brain. I felt like a baby in her arms as she played with me and gave me pure joy.
Second cup didn’t go so well as someone in my group had a long, violent freak out and I feared for my life. I was literally paralyzed and he came into my personal space. The rest of the night was a horrible trip as I just wanted him to stop and I wanted to be back in my body and in a safe space again.
Afterward, I am happy to be alive and still glad I participated in the ceremony. Since the ceremony, I’ve felt a heaviness in my chest. My mood is calm and compassionate. Any idea on what this heavy, tight feeling around my heart is?
Thank you and much love!
I did my first Aya ceremony this weekend. I took two cups separated by a couple hours.
I felt great after my first cup. It was uncomfortable at times because it was so cold where I was. I felt a lot of love and felt Mother Aya take me over. I felt her pull my hand towards my chest to recognize that I must always let my light shine. I felt a lot of reprogramming in my brain. I felt like a baby in her arms as she played with me and gave me pure joy.
Second cup didn’t go so well as someone in my group had a long, violent freak out and I feared for my life. I was literally paralyzed and he came into my personal space. The rest of the night was a horrible trip as I just wanted him to stop and I wanted to be back in my body and in a safe space again.
Afterward, I am happy to be alive and still glad I participated in the ceremony. Since the ceremony, I’ve felt a heaviness in my chest. My mood is calm and compassionate. Any idea on what this heavy, tight feeling around my heart is?
Thank you and much love!