So I went 7 days without, then 5 on it again, but for those 5 days, I lowered the dose even more (I was gonna say my dose, but that doesn't sound right anymore). Yesterday I skipped the morning and took a very small amount (~0.1 mg) in the evening. Today is my first full day off of it. I have magnesium for restless legs, kratom, clonadine. I think clonapin actually has the opposite effect and makes my rls even worse, so this time I'm skipping the benzos.
I'm going as natural as possible. And this time I'm actually going to utilize ayahuasca / analogs (I have acacia, rue, caapi and chali) to help, usually I get so lazy I don't even feel like brewing even though I've drank it while sick before and know good and well it helps. In fact, once when I was sick I drank about 12 g of acacia and 6 or rue, it had me glued to the floor while an octopi sort of entity massaged my brain, perhaps he was doing supernatural surgery of some sort. After a few days pass I may order iboga root bark, as I found a source for that. I'm also looking into going to an iboga retreat with a couple of friends from out west, in Canada, but the provider deals with spiritual uses and not detox, so that's a lot to ask of him.
I'm also on day 10 of taking chantix, it's working, I'm down to 3 or 4 cigarettes a day. Now I can feel what they're doing to my body.
Tbh, I didn't really want to even say anything till I had gone a few days at least, but just incase you're interested that's where I'm at, more motivated than ever. I have to get myself right, for me first, before anything or anyone else.