datura and coca...i dont think either contain cannabinoids:? ...
anyway.. I try to stay healthy and dont use harmful substances. I stayed away from basically all drugs, even alcohol while in high school. I smoked cannabis for the first time in like grd 10 I think, and the odd time in 11 and 12, but i never really got that stoned from it. I drank at parties for a while whenI was 18 and 19, and then a friend of time turned me onto cannabis, and one day I jsut got really really fuckn high it just killed a whole bunch of stupid crap that had been circulating through my head for year...and for the first time in my life I really just felt OK.
Cannabis then became my one true lover...until I found those damn little mushrooms. The first time I ate mushrooms it was like pure magic. I remember playing guitar and I could see the notes actually leaving the strings when my fingers hit them, and vibrate out into the room around me.
My mother was always interested in wicca, and one day I had been reading something about witchraft or the occult and come across the topic of shamanism and plants..I became fixated on the magical use of entheogenic substances, and read everything I could find.
I found another friend who shared this interest, and we began experimenting with mushrooms on the weekends. We tried salvia extracts a few times also and were completely blown away, but i dont think I was really ready to comprehend the sage at that point. I began using mushrooms very often, sometimes up to 3 times a week for about 2 years. I had a few LSA and LSD experiences in that time as well, but really it was mushrooms all the way for me. I watched certain people distance themselves from me because of this fact (some of them heavey drinkers and cocain users,which i never cared for),but I was alwasy just fine on my own anyway. My mushroom use got even crazier as i began using higher doses, and I found sort of a psychedelic family of ppl that I now feel very connected to and grateful for having met them.
I feel like I spent the better part of 2 years basically either on a trip or basking in the afterglows, but I dont regret one second of any of it. I learned so much and it changed me in ways I cant even begin to explain. I used to feel so lost..it sounds stupid but thinking about all I have gained makes me want to cry with joy..
Lately, I have been journeying with either mushrooms of aya about once a month. In the last year or so I have also come back to explore the sage again, and when I began to grow her myself, my relationship with this plant grew exponentially. I feel that all my mushroom experiences have allowed me a much deeper perspective on the work shamans do, and that this foundation was necessary to properely work with the sage. I usually have a salvia experience every week or so as it currently peaks my interest and seems to pose a challenge for me I feel willing to take.
I have used san pedro as well a few times,and REALLY enjoyed it, and plan on doing more work with this plant in the future as I am currently focussed on growing it..I would also like to work closer with ayahuasca in a group setting.
I have limited experience with MDMA as well, and found it useful as an occasional, maybe once a yr type experience.
Mostly though, Im just interested in the cultural/spiritual/medicinal use of all plants. I have experience with many other plants that wouldnt necessarily qualify as psychedelic, such as calea, blue lotus, passionflower etc..lots of herbs.. ... oh, and of course I smoke the spice
