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Darker contact and lies?

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Salt

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Had contact with distant entities. Never seen them. Only a distant star. Foggy hazy..oily even. Hard to describe. But yeah never seen these to match voice with form. These entities tried to make me submit to them. Well really I was in a really submissive state after just coming of the top of the wave. The entities there are always so full of love. When I go through that part I am always open and relaxed. Well it is like these entities tried to keep thAt going and use it. Parasitic even. So I respond you are not my boss! This went on... Then in almost vengeful nature I an evil seed was planted in me. Then watered with images of what would happen if the lie was true.

I was told the man sitting next to me was the police. Then seen images of things we had done that could be used against me.
Was given a taste of separation from my family.....very odd. I was also told not to tell him.

Couple things.
- At one point in the encountering I thought that these were evil/dark entities.
- I have had hell/psycho rides. (this didn't have that feeling)
- this is my best friend. I told him right away. I didn't want that shit to fester.
- this is not my first ride. Dmt vape ~50 break thro ~30.(didn't know about machine at first)


Kinda freaked out.
 
I think I freaked him out too. I keep thinking about this.

<REMOVED BAD WORD, please think about your language!>
 
When you answer the door to your friend does he say "hello 'ello 'ello" and call you 'son' a lot?
If so then he might be a copper..

Either that or these entities are trying to mess with you.
Get your pal to trip and see what happens
 
Salt,

I have no easy answers for you. Oh, and welcome to the Nexus!

Now, with your level of experience, I am wondering if you maybe noticed something about DMT that I have noticed, ride be wonderful or hellish . . . DMT IS the embodiment of true NOVELTY. Even if the themes are the same, each and every experience I have is novel in some significant way from not only any other DMT or psychedelic experience but also from anything in my regular life. Now that is a BIG level of novelty and alienness, imo.

So, it's never easy, never predictable. And this is one of the reasons I love it and keep coming back for more (though my rate is WAY down these days - to two to three blasts a year).


With all the rides I've taken I've also noticed that DMT is pure reflection for me. Reflection of my deep mind contents, synaesthetically illustrated. Funny that I can say that concommitantly with the fundamental novelty and alienness, :D. Ah, DMT.


This trip though dark and deep sounds like a HUGE opportunity for integration and growth to me. You were told the man sitting next to you was police. This is your concerns over illegal behavior (vis a vis mainstream society) and getting "caught," right? For me this would go all the way back to childhood if I looked closely. I don't know you but it's worth looking at right?

You were given a taste of separation from your family . . . . again something to take a look at and examine imo. How potentially terrifying. What would that mean? Of course, change, death and loss come to us all so we need to figure out a way to make peace with that . . . some never do, some embrace religion, some meditate and work on acceptance, there are many ways.

Anyway I'm just trying to suggest you have an opportunity for work, growth and deep integration with this. I hope you will use it.

Peace
 
I fear that incident has created a rift between us. I havnt been back much.
I took some rue and vaped......wow. That has held me over for quite some time.
This stuff is always suprising. Dark rides are profound.....lol to say the least.
I believe they were tricksters. Hard to remember much from thrn to now.
 
There are some bastard entities who like to play on fear and intensify it. They think it's funny to mess with you!

There's nothing to be afraid of. Powerful forces protect you & your work.
 
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