Hi everyone.
This post is the main reason I joined this forum.
Last night, I took my first 2 trips into the DMT Universe.
For my first trip I took 50mg using the 2 litre bottle technique. After 3 large hits and the most unbelievable terror and I was experiencing a world of dull, but extremely colourful patterns going in on themselves but also pouring out at the same time. Very fractal and very fast. Deep reds and greens, it felt as if I was looking at a 2 dimensional picture with old "red and green" 3D glasses on.
I blacked out for much of this trip. At one point I was underneath a desert with a snake slithering across the sand. The desert then became the upper atmosphere of the earth with the sun beaming across the right off me into space. I could see a few stars that I desperately wanted to reach but was stuck in the upper atmosphere and couldnt move further. This went on for a long time before coming back down.
The whole time, a wave of energy was sweeping over my body and I was told that "everything was was ok" and "not to worry".
The whole trip lasted 7 mins exactly. my mind felt as if I had been gone for an untold amount of time but my body felt like 2 mins had passed.
I waited a couple of hours before going back.
This time I hit around 53mg using the same technique. 2 hits then one last, large one and I was flung at crazy speed through a world of vibrant arching fractal red and green patterns.
Constantly changing and always joined, these patterns were the entire world I now inhabited. There was no concept of size or time, there was no start or end, it just WAS.
As I neared the end of my warp speed travel, I could see the shape of an entity out of my right peripheral. Within seconds, I was as the foot of this gigantic Buddha like entity, sitting, presenting something which I could not yet see.
I believe that the description of "Buddah" was my mind giving this entity a shape. I could not focus on the face or head of this entity, nor was I allowed to look left of right. Looking left and right just showed the same entity over and over in all directions.
Around and inbetween this entity was nothing but colour and lines, the same Green's and Red's as the "tunnel" leading up to this place.
I was forced to focus on the object that the giant entity was "holding" (although it had no hands). It presented my with a clear capsule containing mechanical parts and liquid.
I proceeded to ask the entity what it was I was looking at? why I was there? Was I OK? But I was told "NO! Just look. Look at what I am showing you".
As I studied the object and started to move around it in all dimensions, I noticed blobs inside the liquid in the capsule. Instantly I knew that these blobs were conciousness. I felt close to them and I felt as if they were trying to communicate with me but I didnt know how.
I kept asking questions about what it was, was I welcome, where it was, when it was. But all questions were ignored and I was told to just look.
The whole time I felt an indescribable sense of love and familiarity and when I was coming down to my body I felt as if I was being waved goodbye. It felt like a going away party. Sad and happy at the same time.
I was just wondering if this sounds like a complete breakthrough?
It felt like one but I am completely inexperienced with such things. I feel as though I should have been able to communicate or maybe get passed all patterns into another world (even though I wasn't on any world)
I felt conciousness and love and had no sense of time or space. I was outside of everything physical.
I don't know if that makes any sense. I cant put it clearer than that, in the right order of events, without it sounding a bit messy.
I don't know if my question can even be answered by anyone but myself, but maybe someone else had the experience or similar.
Thank you for reading.
This post is the main reason I joined this forum.
Last night, I took my first 2 trips into the DMT Universe.
For my first trip I took 50mg using the 2 litre bottle technique. After 3 large hits and the most unbelievable terror and I was experiencing a world of dull, but extremely colourful patterns going in on themselves but also pouring out at the same time. Very fractal and very fast. Deep reds and greens, it felt as if I was looking at a 2 dimensional picture with old "red and green" 3D glasses on.
I blacked out for much of this trip. At one point I was underneath a desert with a snake slithering across the sand. The desert then became the upper atmosphere of the earth with the sun beaming across the right off me into space. I could see a few stars that I desperately wanted to reach but was stuck in the upper atmosphere and couldnt move further. This went on for a long time before coming back down.
The whole time, a wave of energy was sweeping over my body and I was told that "everything was was ok" and "not to worry".
The whole trip lasted 7 mins exactly. my mind felt as if I had been gone for an untold amount of time but my body felt like 2 mins had passed.
I waited a couple of hours before going back.
This time I hit around 53mg using the same technique. 2 hits then one last, large one and I was flung at crazy speed through a world of vibrant arching fractal red and green patterns.
Constantly changing and always joined, these patterns were the entire world I now inhabited. There was no concept of size or time, there was no start or end, it just WAS.
As I neared the end of my warp speed travel, I could see the shape of an entity out of my right peripheral. Within seconds, I was as the foot of this gigantic Buddha like entity, sitting, presenting something which I could not yet see.
I believe that the description of "Buddah" was my mind giving this entity a shape. I could not focus on the face or head of this entity, nor was I allowed to look left of right. Looking left and right just showed the same entity over and over in all directions.
Around and inbetween this entity was nothing but colour and lines, the same Green's and Red's as the "tunnel" leading up to this place.
I was forced to focus on the object that the giant entity was "holding" (although it had no hands). It presented my with a clear capsule containing mechanical parts and liquid.
I proceeded to ask the entity what it was I was looking at? why I was there? Was I OK? But I was told "NO! Just look. Look at what I am showing you".
As I studied the object and started to move around it in all dimensions, I noticed blobs inside the liquid in the capsule. Instantly I knew that these blobs were conciousness. I felt close to them and I felt as if they were trying to communicate with me but I didnt know how.
I kept asking questions about what it was, was I welcome, where it was, when it was. But all questions were ignored and I was told to just look.
The whole time I felt an indescribable sense of love and familiarity and when I was coming down to my body I felt as if I was being waved goodbye. It felt like a going away party. Sad and happy at the same time.
I was just wondering if this sounds like a complete breakthrough?
It felt like one but I am completely inexperienced with such things. I feel as though I should have been able to communicate or maybe get passed all patterns into another world (even though I wasn't on any world)
I felt conciousness and love and had no sense of time or space. I was outside of everything physical.
I don't know if that makes any sense. I cant put it clearer than that, in the right order of events, without it sounding a bit messy.
I don't know if my question can even be answered by anyone but myself, but maybe someone else had the experience or similar.
Thank you for reading.
