Hello everyone. Thanks so much for being here. Just wanted to share my contact with an entity and seek feedback from other more experienced hyperspace travelers.
First let me give a little background. Around 1 month back I completed my 1st extract of acrb. Upon 1st breakthrough I immediately realized this substance is no joke, it brought into my conscious mind the fact that I have a lot of unprocessed pain from traumatic experiences during my youth. I have had a lot of death in my family starting at an early age and was also hospitalized involuntarily for BS reasons at one point while I was a minor. Due to the recognition of the lingering pain and unresolved trauma I made an appointment to speak with a psychologist who is also a shaman & has taught with Grof institute. We had a meeting a week ago that was just laying groundwork and the formality of getting acquainted.
OK so back to the tale.. this past Saturday I vaped some spice. Right when it took hold I layed down and there was a small catch in my breath. Synchronized exactly with the aberration of my breathing, an entity appeared which I somehow "knew" immediately was a female trickster, like Eris, basically a representation of discord or chaos. It matched well the description of a Morpho by Hyperspace Fool in the lexicon, shape shifting while hiding within the patterns & only revealing itself momentarily by "glitching" the patterns for a moment. Like the alien in 'Predator' in a way. The whole time I felt a lot of information transfer was happening on a sub-verbal /nonverbal level that I 95% forget at this point. As if realizing I was getting mesmerized by hyperspace, it sent a 5-word message directly to the forefront of my mind regarding information I should share with the psychologist next time.
Without getting into too much details, the message was extremely pertinent and resonated deep within me - even to the point of causing extreme emotional release while reflecting on it the next day- it was almost like an answer to a question about who I am that's been on my mind for the last 3+ years in one form or another, though now it seems the answer was also apparent the whole time.
However, the more time passes I question more and more what exactly happened. The information I got obviously applies, but beyond that... it's a mystery. Paradoxically, I feel more sane and grounded due to accepting the information, but less sane by accepting the experience at face value (mostly because of how crazy it would sound to the average cat). If I listen to my gut, I feel I've made an important ally in hyperspace and I'm stoked... but then believing that, I somewhat worry I'm going down a rabbit hole.
I would love to hear if this resonated with anyone else and also know more of other's experience with entities, especially with regard to receiving usable, personal information that you pulled back to real life, and about knowing how to trust and verify what you've learned - ie intuition vs contact/communication vs fabrication/projection - at the moment I'm holding that what I described above could be either of the three.
Much thanks and many blessings,
-O
First let me give a little background. Around 1 month back I completed my 1st extract of acrb. Upon 1st breakthrough I immediately realized this substance is no joke, it brought into my conscious mind the fact that I have a lot of unprocessed pain from traumatic experiences during my youth. I have had a lot of death in my family starting at an early age and was also hospitalized involuntarily for BS reasons at one point while I was a minor. Due to the recognition of the lingering pain and unresolved trauma I made an appointment to speak with a psychologist who is also a shaman & has taught with Grof institute. We had a meeting a week ago that was just laying groundwork and the formality of getting acquainted.
OK so back to the tale.. this past Saturday I vaped some spice. Right when it took hold I layed down and there was a small catch in my breath. Synchronized exactly with the aberration of my breathing, an entity appeared which I somehow "knew" immediately was a female trickster, like Eris, basically a representation of discord or chaos. It matched well the description of a Morpho by Hyperspace Fool in the lexicon, shape shifting while hiding within the patterns & only revealing itself momentarily by "glitching" the patterns for a moment. Like the alien in 'Predator' in a way. The whole time I felt a lot of information transfer was happening on a sub-verbal /nonverbal level that I 95% forget at this point. As if realizing I was getting mesmerized by hyperspace, it sent a 5-word message directly to the forefront of my mind regarding information I should share with the psychologist next time.
Without getting into too much details, the message was extremely pertinent and resonated deep within me - even to the point of causing extreme emotional release while reflecting on it the next day- it was almost like an answer to a question about who I am that's been on my mind for the last 3+ years in one form or another, though now it seems the answer was also apparent the whole time.
However, the more time passes I question more and more what exactly happened. The information I got obviously applies, but beyond that... it's a mystery. Paradoxically, I feel more sane and grounded due to accepting the information, but less sane by accepting the experience at face value (mostly because of how crazy it would sound to the average cat). If I listen to my gut, I feel I've made an important ally in hyperspace and I'm stoked... but then believing that, I somewhat worry I'm going down a rabbit hole.
I would love to hear if this resonated with anyone else and also know more of other's experience with entities, especially with regard to receiving usable, personal information that you pulled back to real life, and about knowing how to trust and verify what you've learned - ie intuition vs contact/communication vs fabrication/projection - at the moment I'm holding that what I described above could be either of the three.
Much thanks and many blessings,
-O
