- Merits
- 42
So today i had an extremely amazing experience with DMT. I believe the entity, that i also believe has been there each time, interacted with me in a way that was so insane and out of this world that I dont even know how to explain it. Anyways it left me feeling this way...
That DMT gives us the ability to communicate with plants. This has always been a consideration of mine, and many many well known people McKenna included, have hypothesized this. But i was left with an affirmation, by this entity, as I slipped back to this place. This Entity('s) was not just one, but a combination of many.
This entity and I became aware of each other! I wish I had words to describe the way in which we were interacting. It was so crazy. Very fluid liquid like visuals/realizations. I almost want to go as far to say that the "main" entity was THE plant with which my DMT came from, and the other "little" guys were other plant entities/spirits from where they originate I do not know.
I also feel that this "main" entity has been with me each time I have had a dose. That it is trying to help me with this experience. Maybe it was assigned to me, maybe because its from this certain plant, I dont know but this was crazy.
I also took another dose 50 mins later that for some reason felt as if this entity had left or was not a part of this experience. Which kind of made me feel distraught. I also had other ideas swirling into my head about human existence and how we created this "life" and how were suppose to live, and how it may link to some of the problems in this world because we are not suppose to be held back by having to do so many things that mean nothing. (ie: going to work, paying bills, following rules ect.) And how those tethers we have implemented are causing depression, ADHD, and other issues. Anyways, input from you guys would be much appreciated. I am definitely getting better at conquering my pre dose anxiety. I feel Im ready to step up my dose again.
-anrchy
That DMT gives us the ability to communicate with plants. This has always been a consideration of mine, and many many well known people McKenna included, have hypothesized this. But i was left with an affirmation, by this entity, as I slipped back to this place. This Entity('s) was not just one, but a combination of many.
This entity and I became aware of each other! I wish I had words to describe the way in which we were interacting. It was so crazy. Very fluid liquid like visuals/realizations. I almost want to go as far to say that the "main" entity was THE plant with which my DMT came from, and the other "little" guys were other plant entities/spirits from where they originate I do not know.
I also feel that this "main" entity has been with me each time I have had a dose. That it is trying to help me with this experience. Maybe it was assigned to me, maybe because its from this certain plant, I dont know but this was crazy.
I also took another dose 50 mins later that for some reason felt as if this entity had left or was not a part of this experience. Which kind of made me feel distraught. I also had other ideas swirling into my head about human existence and how we created this "life" and how were suppose to live, and how it may link to some of the problems in this world because we are not suppose to be held back by having to do so many things that mean nothing. (ie: going to work, paying bills, following rules ect.) And how those tethers we have implemented are causing depression, ADHD, and other issues. Anyways, input from you guys would be much appreciated. I am definitely getting better at conquering my pre dose anxiety. I feel Im ready to step up my dose again.
-anrchy
Hyperspace Fool, it's like that for me almost every time..