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Human
I first heard of DMT while listening to Terence McKenna, back then (2007) I had a spiritual crisis. I was attracted to new age psytrance music. I listened to many recording about pleiadians, numerology, drug-gurus, alien UFO's and conspiracy theories. I was in a process known as "awakening". This awakening was influenced by the use of empathogens and hallucinogens and my particular "awakening" process lasted about 1 year and a half. In this process I was being very receptive about spiritual things and counter-culture ideals. I also had ego-trips in which I was trying to figure out if I was "the one" or "the chosen one" to defeat the system in one way or another.
Listening to Terence McKenna I started to believe that science was somehow wrong and that shamanism was the way to go. I felt more-less happy about that idea (being Mexican - it's was easier for me to pose as a shaman and later become one), but since I have an "occidental mainstream" background and not an "indigenous shamanic" one, it was difficult for me to pretend to be a shaman. I have a family and a job, friends and responsibilities... I wasn't just gonna go to the Sierra and start eating plants and go signing. Money and responsibilities were an issue, and at that time... it sucked.
In my experience, hallucinogens and empathogens DID make a great difference in my life (a positive one). And even on an LSD trip (I suppose it was LSD, it was on a blotter, now I'm not that sure it was) a thought and a CEV came to my mind: A molecule accompanied with the thought that "Drugs are the gods of the future." Why? At that moment I guess I was sure that experience could defeat belief and it didn't necessarily meant that "religion/God/spirituality" was dead. I mean, after all, the drug was delivering an amazing experience... and in my life, religion and praying have not.
Then I started (it was inevitable) to read about psychedelic chemistry and not only psychedelic philosophy. My mind was blown by the amazing number of FACTS in chemistry against the philosophy. You see, in chemistry BS doesn't work, and in philosophy everything in permitted. You don't have to be smart to be a philosopher, you don't even have to study... you can say anything and some people will believe it. On the other hand, in chemistry you better be bright and clear (intelligent) to get your "truths" working, and people don't even have to believe it if they don't want to, it'a a fact anyway... if DMT can be synthesized a certain way then that is a FACT... or if MDMA activates certain areas in in the brain, then that is a FACT. And thanks to facts, humanity progress in the scientific endeavor.
So as I was seeing that, I was astonished and in a middle of a dilemma... So what is the right way... Science or Spirituality?
Both are important, but Science is better. Just because it's searches for the Truth in essence and in an objective way. And that is beautiful, but more importantly, you can prove it. And proof is something spirituality cannot give... but... then we have DMT.
And I have not tried DMT but I have the intention to do so. Why? Because according to McKenna and several others, this is one of the (if not THE most) amazing experience to discover and explore spiritual realms. So, in my psychedelic experiences I have learned to try to keep an open opinion and to acknowledge that I can always be wrong, about anything. I would never say that I know The Absolute Truth, but I also know that there are FACTS and that these facts have been throughly studied by people that are smarter than me (even if McKenna says that nobody is smarter than me). I know there are people that are smarter than me, regardless of what McKenna says. I cannot just throw science to the garbage and believe whatever I want if I want to know more about life, the universe and the mind.
So what do I mean?
I mean that I think DMT is not a spiritual molecule. It is a molecule, it is a hallucinogen, it is a drug. That (according to most people) opens spiritual realms. But in that case DMT is a key, a code.... that opens a door, a program. So what is the real sacred thing then? The molecule or the brain? The key or what is behind the door? See what I mean?
How can a drug be spiritual or sacred if its not doing ANYTHING but activating your brain so you can hallucinate?
What if humans are the "sacred" ones and not the drug?
Some people here show a tremendous respect for a drug and not so much respect for a human!
Are we worshiping inanimate objects and not respecting the things that have the ability to experience this "sacred" realm?
Sasha Shulgin always emphasizes this. In each and every interview I have seen about him, he always says that it's not the drug the one that has skill, powers or sacredness, but that is actually the individual the one that is capable of doing THAT.
burnt gets angry because some people suggest that rock may be conscious.... and most people agree that thinking rocks are conscious is stupid. But what about a rock the size of a fist that is made of pure DMT? Is not conscious... right? Is that rock sacred?
All I'm saying is that in my process of awakening I believed almost anything. And now that I am past that, I can clearly see that Science is the most ethical way to try to discover things and FACTS. And in science drugs are not sacred. Drugs activate. And DMT is a drug. I really feel weird when I see that people here have so much RESPECT for rocks of DMT but not for other persons. I'm not saying we should all have a giant cyber.hug and PLUR and that stuff... all I'm saying is I don't think drugs are sacred...
..I think that if something is sacred at all, then that thing would be the brain. And the ones getting the respect should be human beings.
I would also like to add that I think that when facing real life problems, drugs are not THE answer, but they can HELP YOU finding it.
And I would also like to finish this writing with this quote from a person waaaaaay smarter than me:
"Drugs don’t do things, they only catalyze what’s already there. No drug has skill. It’s you who has skill. You only have to know it." - Alexander Shulgin
Listening to Terence McKenna I started to believe that science was somehow wrong and that shamanism was the way to go. I felt more-less happy about that idea (being Mexican - it's was easier for me to pose as a shaman and later become one), but since I have an "occidental mainstream" background and not an "indigenous shamanic" one, it was difficult for me to pretend to be a shaman. I have a family and a job, friends and responsibilities... I wasn't just gonna go to the Sierra and start eating plants and go signing. Money and responsibilities were an issue, and at that time... it sucked.
In my experience, hallucinogens and empathogens DID make a great difference in my life (a positive one). And even on an LSD trip (I suppose it was LSD, it was on a blotter, now I'm not that sure it was) a thought and a CEV came to my mind: A molecule accompanied with the thought that "Drugs are the gods of the future." Why? At that moment I guess I was sure that experience could defeat belief and it didn't necessarily meant that "religion/God/spirituality" was dead. I mean, after all, the drug was delivering an amazing experience... and in my life, religion and praying have not.
Then I started (it was inevitable) to read about psychedelic chemistry and not only psychedelic philosophy. My mind was blown by the amazing number of FACTS in chemistry against the philosophy. You see, in chemistry BS doesn't work, and in philosophy everything in permitted. You don't have to be smart to be a philosopher, you don't even have to study... you can say anything and some people will believe it. On the other hand, in chemistry you better be bright and clear (intelligent) to get your "truths" working, and people don't even have to believe it if they don't want to, it'a a fact anyway... if DMT can be synthesized a certain way then that is a FACT... or if MDMA activates certain areas in in the brain, then that is a FACT. And thanks to facts, humanity progress in the scientific endeavor.
So as I was seeing that, I was astonished and in a middle of a dilemma... So what is the right way... Science or Spirituality?
Both are important, but Science is better. Just because it's searches for the Truth in essence and in an objective way. And that is beautiful, but more importantly, you can prove it. And proof is something spirituality cannot give... but... then we have DMT.
And I have not tried DMT but I have the intention to do so. Why? Because according to McKenna and several others, this is one of the (if not THE most) amazing experience to discover and explore spiritual realms. So, in my psychedelic experiences I have learned to try to keep an open opinion and to acknowledge that I can always be wrong, about anything. I would never say that I know The Absolute Truth, but I also know that there are FACTS and that these facts have been throughly studied by people that are smarter than me (even if McKenna says that nobody is smarter than me). I know there are people that are smarter than me, regardless of what McKenna says. I cannot just throw science to the garbage and believe whatever I want if I want to know more about life, the universe and the mind.
So what do I mean?
I mean that I think DMT is not a spiritual molecule. It is a molecule, it is a hallucinogen, it is a drug. That (according to most people) opens spiritual realms. But in that case DMT is a key, a code.... that opens a door, a program. So what is the real sacred thing then? The molecule or the brain? The key or what is behind the door? See what I mean?
How can a drug be spiritual or sacred if its not doing ANYTHING but activating your brain so you can hallucinate?
What if humans are the "sacred" ones and not the drug?
Some people here show a tremendous respect for a drug and not so much respect for a human!
Are we worshiping inanimate objects and not respecting the things that have the ability to experience this "sacred" realm?
Sasha Shulgin always emphasizes this. In each and every interview I have seen about him, he always says that it's not the drug the one that has skill, powers or sacredness, but that is actually the individual the one that is capable of doing THAT.
burnt gets angry because some people suggest that rock may be conscious.... and most people agree that thinking rocks are conscious is stupid. But what about a rock the size of a fist that is made of pure DMT? Is not conscious... right? Is that rock sacred?
All I'm saying is that in my process of awakening I believed almost anything. And now that I am past that, I can clearly see that Science is the most ethical way to try to discover things and FACTS. And in science drugs are not sacred. Drugs activate. And DMT is a drug. I really feel weird when I see that people here have so much RESPECT for rocks of DMT but not for other persons. I'm not saying we should all have a giant cyber.hug and PLUR and that stuff... all I'm saying is I don't think drugs are sacred...
..I think that if something is sacred at all, then that thing would be the brain. And the ones getting the respect should be human beings.
I would also like to add that I think that when facing real life problems, drugs are not THE answer, but they can HELP YOU finding it.
And I would also like to finish this writing with this quote from a person waaaaaay smarter than me:
"Drugs don’t do things, they only catalyze what’s already there. No drug has skill. It’s you who has skill. You only have to know it." - Alexander Shulgin