n_haverbrook
Rising Star
Has anyone else experienced permanent changes to your weed highs after a couple times of trying DMT?
I have not broken through (it has gotten intense and to entity contact, but I don't think fully broken through), but I have attempted Aya (no effect, didn't hold down), had a great experience on Yopo, and have vaped it a few times with only the first one or two being reality completely warping.
Anyway, for the vaping, for the first time I was stoned out of my mind on brownies. Around the same time I had a really bad experience on 2c-e and the next time I got high I saw fractal patterns and full blown reality shifting, faces, everything. --Edit* It is worth pointing out that my experience with 2c-e and DMT were both around the same time, an unsuccessful Ayahuasca attempt actually prior). It was all really scary and I thought it was because of the 2c-e.
After each time I smoked weed, the effect died down, at least from the scariness. I realized that I still had the effect but I just didn't have all these things flying in my face. The other day I was high (pot) and I had this sudden realization that the warping of my reality was exactly like DMT, and much less like the 2c-e.
When I tried 2c-e, I had a horrible 7 hour ego death filled with angry bugs and mice and everything terrible you could think of. The whole time, I kept thinking "I am a shitty person." After a few weeks of mentally recovering from that I told myself I would identify what I was being shitty about and fix it and attempted to start being more aware of all aspects of the world.
But the other day, I realized it was exactly like DMT, except I was shifting in and out (I could concentrate and realize I'm on a couch, but I could concentrate and see fractals). I concentrated on an entity (entities?) that I spoke to on Yopo and I asked them if I was getting to be a better person (a concern brought up by 2c-e, but an ever-present concern nevertheless). I heard this voice that said, "You're doing well. Sign your name in metal ink."
I pondered it for a few minutes, then realized that I was being told it didn't matter how good of a person I was being if I didn't stick to it permanently throughout my entire life.
Anyway...
My friends think I am lying (they don't say it, but it is pretty obvious) or just crazy. One of my friends called it an "acid flashback." Also, none of my friends have tried DMT or really any psychedelic. One has tried 2c-e but such a low dose that there was no effect, and tried the Aya with me but held it for about .1 seconds and experienced nothing. TL;DR: When I get high enough, I can focus and see DMT-esque hallucinations both open and close eyed. This is only after consuming DMT in a few forms a few times, twice vaped, no breakthroughs. Entity contact was on Yopo. I don't know if this happens to everyone, or if it happened because I tried DMT while stoned, or if it is completely unrelated.
Thoughts? Similar experiences?
I have not broken through (it has gotten intense and to entity contact, but I don't think fully broken through), but I have attempted Aya (no effect, didn't hold down), had a great experience on Yopo, and have vaped it a few times with only the first one or two being reality completely warping.
Anyway, for the vaping, for the first time I was stoned out of my mind on brownies. Around the same time I had a really bad experience on 2c-e and the next time I got high I saw fractal patterns and full blown reality shifting, faces, everything. --Edit* It is worth pointing out that my experience with 2c-e and DMT were both around the same time, an unsuccessful Ayahuasca attempt actually prior). It was all really scary and I thought it was because of the 2c-e.
After each time I smoked weed, the effect died down, at least from the scariness. I realized that I still had the effect but I just didn't have all these things flying in my face. The other day I was high (pot) and I had this sudden realization that the warping of my reality was exactly like DMT, and much less like the 2c-e.
When I tried 2c-e, I had a horrible 7 hour ego death filled with angry bugs and mice and everything terrible you could think of. The whole time, I kept thinking "I am a shitty person." After a few weeks of mentally recovering from that I told myself I would identify what I was being shitty about and fix it and attempted to start being more aware of all aspects of the world.
But the other day, I realized it was exactly like DMT, except I was shifting in and out (I could concentrate and realize I'm on a couch, but I could concentrate and see fractals). I concentrated on an entity (entities?) that I spoke to on Yopo and I asked them if I was getting to be a better person (a concern brought up by 2c-e, but an ever-present concern nevertheless). I heard this voice that said, "You're doing well. Sign your name in metal ink."
I pondered it for a few minutes, then realized that I was being told it didn't matter how good of a person I was being if I didn't stick to it permanently throughout my entire life.
Anyway...
My friends think I am lying (they don't say it, but it is pretty obvious) or just crazy. One of my friends called it an "acid flashback." Also, none of my friends have tried DMT or really any psychedelic. One has tried 2c-e but such a low dose that there was no effect, and tried the Aya with me but held it for about .1 seconds and experienced nothing. TL;DR: When I get high enough, I can focus and see DMT-esque hallucinations both open and close eyed. This is only after consuming DMT in a few forms a few times, twice vaped, no breakthroughs. Entity contact was on Yopo. I don't know if this happens to everyone, or if it happened because I tried DMT while stoned, or if it is completely unrelated.
Thoughts? Similar experiences?
