Jerzeecanuck
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
Just got back from my full moon ceremony. I am still hung over so forgive me if I ramble.
First off, I wanted to test to see how long a batch of Jurema would keep its potency. I made the batch on the last full moon (May 5). Myself and my copilot only consumed half of the batch. I took the other half and stored it in a glass bottle and stuck it in a semi dark corner of my bedroom. No refrigeration at all. There it sat for a month until last night. We did the usual ritual. MOAI first then jurema 45min later. We started a campfire, enjoyed the view and waited.
After about an hour and a half we started to doubt if the jurema had any potency left at all. I could see slight patterns but I had to really focus or they would fade away. My copilot claimed he saw nothing. So he wanted to eat an orange (told him not to eat but people like to learn the hard way sometimes). Then about 10 min later it really started to hit both of us simultaneously. I laid down on my sleeping bag & tarp. I closed my eyes and could see the fractals becoming more clearer. My copilot then started puking his guts out and I couldn't help smile a lil bit. He later told me that the plants were laughing at him when he was puking.
I had no doubt that the potency of this brew did not deteriorate much at all. Still as potent as the month before. I could see a sea of fractals. Rotating, moving, all differnt colors. Then finally in the swirling patterns I could see entities in them. They WERE the fractals. At first I was puzzled but then I realized that I was just an entity made of fractals just like they were. The urge to purge became too great so off I went into the bush.
I laid back down and my copilot asked if I was ok. Then he asked if I saw anything. I said "I see patterns of fractals but there are entities in them." He said he saw the same thing. The entities seemed friendly and happy to see me. Some had a very strong vibe of love & peace. Some where a little angry or disgruntled. I asked any one that would listen to help heal me. Then my copilot asked if he was crazy for talking to the entities. I told him "No".
Then I seen an octopus like entity made up of brightly colored fractals. Its tentacles where everywhere. I felt it's tenacles sliding into my head. It still kind of feels like its in there. lol. I hope that's not a bad thing. It was quite powerful. After we came down my copilot asked me if I saw a strange octopus like creature. He was so amazed that I did too. He thought that maybe his mind just made it up. I explained to him that it was real as we are.It's just on a different wavelength and the jurema helps us "dial in" to their frequency.
I experienced the ego death. Sliding down the void. No body at all. Feeling like I lost everything. It was very unpleasant but I embraced the feeling. I just told myself "everything dies" to better cope with it.
After that, I seen a few more entities. They mostly seemed inquisitive & curious about me. Finally it started to fade and I fell into a slumber. My copilot woke me up when the sun was out enough to see. We compared notes on the trip and it was essentially identical. We both thought that would cool, packed up and left.
All in all, about 3-4 hours of a decent trip. I learned alot about the potency of DMT over time, the fractal entities, & of course the octopus creature.
Well I am off to bed. Thanks for reading. Leave a reply and I'll get back with you when I wake up.
Peace!!
First off, I wanted to test to see how long a batch of Jurema would keep its potency. I made the batch on the last full moon (May 5). Myself and my copilot only consumed half of the batch. I took the other half and stored it in a glass bottle and stuck it in a semi dark corner of my bedroom. No refrigeration at all. There it sat for a month until last night. We did the usual ritual. MOAI first then jurema 45min later. We started a campfire, enjoyed the view and waited.
After about an hour and a half we started to doubt if the jurema had any potency left at all. I could see slight patterns but I had to really focus or they would fade away. My copilot claimed he saw nothing. So he wanted to eat an orange (told him not to eat but people like to learn the hard way sometimes). Then about 10 min later it really started to hit both of us simultaneously. I laid down on my sleeping bag & tarp. I closed my eyes and could see the fractals becoming more clearer. My copilot then started puking his guts out and I couldn't help smile a lil bit. He later told me that the plants were laughing at him when he was puking.
I had no doubt that the potency of this brew did not deteriorate much at all. Still as potent as the month before. I could see a sea of fractals. Rotating, moving, all differnt colors. Then finally in the swirling patterns I could see entities in them. They WERE the fractals. At first I was puzzled but then I realized that I was just an entity made of fractals just like they were. The urge to purge became too great so off I went into the bush.
I laid back down and my copilot asked if I was ok. Then he asked if I saw anything. I said "I see patterns of fractals but there are entities in them." He said he saw the same thing. The entities seemed friendly and happy to see me. Some had a very strong vibe of love & peace. Some where a little angry or disgruntled. I asked any one that would listen to help heal me. Then my copilot asked if he was crazy for talking to the entities. I told him "No".
Then I seen an octopus like entity made up of brightly colored fractals. Its tentacles where everywhere. I felt it's tenacles sliding into my head. It still kind of feels like its in there. lol. I hope that's not a bad thing. It was quite powerful. After we came down my copilot asked me if I saw a strange octopus like creature. He was so amazed that I did too. He thought that maybe his mind just made it up. I explained to him that it was real as we are.It's just on a different wavelength and the jurema helps us "dial in" to their frequency.
I experienced the ego death. Sliding down the void. No body at all. Feeling like I lost everything. It was very unpleasant but I embraced the feeling. I just told myself "everything dies" to better cope with it.
After that, I seen a few more entities. They mostly seemed inquisitive & curious about me. Finally it started to fade and I fell into a slumber. My copilot woke me up when the sun was out enough to see. We compared notes on the trip and it was essentially identical. We both thought that would cool, packed up and left.
All in all, about 3-4 hours of a decent trip. I learned alot about the potency of DMT over time, the fractal entities, & of course the octopus creature.
Well I am off to bed. Thanks for reading. Leave a reply and I'll get back with you when I wake up.
Peace!!
