Nathanial.Dread said:
Are we actually a bunch of delusional hippies who have just taken way too much of a powerful, hallucinogenic drug? I mean, it would be nice if we were all spiritual seekers on a path to deeper understanding but...maybe we just really like getting high?
In all seriousness though, does the thought ever cross your mind? 99% of the time, I'm pretty enthusiastic about psychedelics and what the are, can do, and represent (hell, I'm working on a degree in neuroscience and plan to shoot for a PhD, all because of finding drugs as a teenager), but occasionally I lie awake at night and wonder if maybe it's all BS and I should have gone into finance or something and just made an obscene amount of money.
Blessings
~ND
To me it makes no difference if I think I am nuts or not. Being nuts is a thought, a human concept, an image of something, with which I can identify myself. (A part of truth is always unfolding, like in this example, I identify myself with something. I can never be something with which I identify myself, I am the I, the space providing essence.) The opposite might be the idea of being enlighted, still it is just an image, with which I can identify. It can be true but never be truth on its own.
Life is unexpected to me and I experience, that the only limit in life there is, is set by myself, by own limit of imagination or distrust in my own being. Thus, why should I live a limited life, when I can live my life to the fullest. I guess you experience(d), that right and wrong just exists in the crystalized state of myself, so, shooting for the stars and expanding knowledge or working in finance and stack loads of metal coins and printed paper is equal in its value but might has a different effect on the world you live in. To me, everything is important in the whole picute of the now, the guy you cleans the floor, the guy who does research on blaa, and so on. It took all of us to come to this point of evolution where we are now.
I am here and make the unimagineable possible.
Ad Neuroscience) I worked some years in a neuroscience lab in university on topics of attention, consciousness, learning, sleep and working memory. I really appreicate the work even the influence of money and fame with which I was confronted botherd me. More I had the impression, that a lot of science in public fields is like dumb verifying hyptheses (with the goal to publish a new paper to get more money) instead of Sir Carl Poppers postulated falsifiabilty.
Haha, nothing to worry about because I am the light myself and like I said before, to me it is all equal in it's importance as a whole. The panorama in my life changed but I am still here.
I keep on learning, sharing, expanding in every way life offers to me.
tseuq