dxm is a dissociative pyschedelic. i imagine if it wasn't something as gross as cough syrup, it might be more intriguing.
But it's cough syrup and disgusting and after a few expirementations I did off with the stuff for good.
Many countries offer pure DXM pills or gelcaps over the counter... those that don't can always order bulk DXM or extract it from the shittier products.
Another option is to explore the disso world with the easy to come by and ridiculously cheap younger brother MXE. (actually much closer to DXM than it is to Ketamine)
As for the egoic, narcissistic nature of DXM... generally egomania, narcissism and delusions of grandeur are epic fun for the one experiencing them. It is everyone else around the person who wants them to come off their high horse.
LSD and Aya are perfectly capable of inducing such delusions and narcissism as well. Do not fool yourself.
Basically anything that makes you feel superhuman, unlocks latent powers in you that give you advantages and experiences unknown to most normal folk, and connects you to the grander reality of your beingness when not trapped in the little bird cage you call your life... is bound to be viewed from the outside as narcissistic.
My question is why would anyone prefer delusions of insignificance? Is it somehow better to be broken down and made to feel small?
Dissos are not an entirely inward journey. They are expansive beyond measure if you know how to use them.
Anyway... I'm done being the voice for dissos. Do them, don't do them... look down on them if it makes you feel good. There are
plenty of people in the wide world who look down on
your drug of choice and think of
you as being delusional and narcissistic as well. In fact, this is only the typical stereotype of an acid freak...