Purges said:matukuul said:^^^ Agree wholeheartedly on many of the things you said, and the rest resonated with me as well. While I do think that my usage is fine now and always will be... If for any reason there is ever a time when I need to slow down or take a break.. And that does happen now even from time to time just not too drastically because I'm so young.. I think I would have enough brains to realize when the time is right to do so.. Slowing down being the more likely option.. Along with still occasional use of other substances.. I have no worries about how such things will effect me, because the only thing that gets in my way is myself, and I have that under control.
So on the one hand you are putting down my current position ('blah blah blah' mature response btw :roll: ), and yet you agree with Fool, on pretty much exactly my point.
Yes I said I agree on some points Fool made, and I explained why I don't agree with the points you made. The only reason I agree with him is because I can see how smoking TOO much like daily could keep you from reaching a profound state as he said, but I suppose on second thought I don't necessarily know if I believe that. I also agreed with moving on to stronger substances and combinations of substances as he said.
I also can see how it can go from a blessing to an obstacle, for some, but not necessarily for myself, and only for the reasons I stated, not for reasons like adrenal burnout, or blaming it for my own shortcomings. Those are not things caused by weed. Those are caused by the abuse of weed, which manifests from a spiritual source. Yes smoking anything is unhealthy, but so is soda, and stress. I don't really think at the end of the day in my life time it will have made much of a difference in my health, nor will it have held me back at all. I don't even think it causes cancer! It makes it harder to jog, sure, but really it's just not that bad (I skateboard everyday by the way, doesn't slow me down). Any health problems that I have later on in life will not be caused by my chronic usage but from spiritual sources, and maybe those spiritual sources will use my weed usage to express themselves but that's still not the weed, so assuming I keep them under control, weed should be fine, and so should my health regarding any serious concerns.
And look all I was saying is that if I ever decided I wanted to try to do things like meditate or work on a profound state, I would slow down or quit for a period to see how that might help the process, and if I ever did think that it was effecting me in a physiological way ten years down the road where the cons outweighed the pros, then I would slow down or quite, whatever would be necessary. But at the same time I think that my beliefs are quite valid and I don't think that's going to need to happen based on my experience so far.. I have my reasons. I know this is not the case for everyone, but I still stand by what I said about that and I'm glad you think it's so mature... I guess we'll know ten years from now who's right, lol. :d
Purges said:You say yourself "If for any reason there is ever a time when I need to slow down or take a break.. And that does happen now even from time to time just not too drastically because I'm so young.."
Give it time and your attitude may well change, just because everything is plain sailing at this point in time, there is no reason to try and discredit some one elses experience, just by reinterpreting it to suit your argument, that's just ridiculous. Saying Frac's experience is just him is hardly conclusive, you don't know him or his situation, yet seem to know everything about it (?!) if he was smoking that much weed for that much time, chances are he WAS experiencing something physiological, and the fact that it stoppped when he quit doesn't really give that argument much weight. I haven't heard anyone here say anything particularly against weed, merely stating what their current relationship with it is. Its not slanderous to point out its pitfalls, its honest and responsible. But, promote it how best you see fit, those of us with extensive experience have our own take on it.
Weed has changed many of my attitudes about things, has helped me with anger and depression, soothed me on come downs, and been a very good friend, but as with all relationships, things change over time and you learn to be less reliant. The fact that it smooths out anger, depression etc makes these things easier to adress by your self, but there will come a time when you need to learn to do these things without as Fool puts it 'a security blanket' and in many ways he is right. You learn what you need then you graduate and move on, like going to school getting your grades, passing the exams, then moving on to the next stage of life, it is much the same.
Any how, I am glad you find it such a rewarding plant, much as I have, I owe a lot to Mary, and still love her dearly, but at the moment my main teacher is spice, which is helping me move past various obstacles that have presented themselves, one being feeling the need to be stoned all the time!
Are you totally just ignoring the points I made? The fact that he stopped and made changes besides quitting smoking to his life does give weight to my argument, and so does his defensiveness and unwillingness to elaborate on what those changes were.
I've also already learned how to do things without the 'security blanket'! I had to go through probation for 2 years and got clean for months at a time. I'm not some weed fiend who needs it to function and feel like 'myself'. I know who I am, and I'm pretty sure I won't forget no matter how lost I am in clouds of smoke. :d I think you just kind of sound like you have a grudge against weed. You seem to think people eventually need to quite for really no reason. You try to explain one but it's just very vague like: "You learn what you need then you graduate and move on, like going to school getting your grades, passing the exams, then moving on to the next stage of life, it is much the same." I mean please, what is that you think I'm gonna need to learn that I'll need to quite weed in the future to do so? I'm a very sharp individual and like I have said, weed does not hold me back. It enhances my life. The only thing that holds you back is yourself. Or this one: "there is no reason to try and discredit some one elses experience, just by reinterpreting it to suit your argument. that's just ridiculous" Sure there is, for the reasons I stated. Why else would I make an argument? Saying unsubstantiated statements like this seems a little ridiculous to me. I back up everything I say with thorough explanations.
And I see where your coming from with trying to be honest and responsible, but you still haven't said anything substantial in regards to proving my opinions invalid other than "Just wait and you'll see!!", nothing that actually explains why my understanding of the matter is inaccurate. Perhaps if you had thought like me when you were my age, you wouldn't be saying the same thing now? You even say you feel like you need to be stoned all the time, what's wrong with that? I understand it's not very good for your wallet or your job, etc, so if it's effecting those things yes you need to stop, but is that really the weed? That's more like society. Then you have trouble quitting, but that's still not the weed, that's you! You don't have enough discipline. Yes I can see how spice may help you with that.. Kudos, but to blame weed for your inability to control it's usage is a cop out, and such behavior more than likely reflects itself in other aspects of your life.
