That is probably true. I experienced this ego-death thing a couple of times, and all of these times there was definately the fear of loosing counsciousness.Nathanial.Dread said:At a certain point, ego death and loss of consciousness become functionally equivalent - if you're unable to make new memories and unable to be self-aware of your own consciousness 'you' won't be having any kind of meaningful experience. Certainly not one that you can take back.smoothmonkey said:If you take a too high of a dose don't you just blackout without remembering anything afterwards?
... or you experience ego death :shock:
I've heard people calling it 'white out' rather than 'black out.'
Consciousness seems to exist in a fairly narrow range of brain activities - kick the brain too far out of that band, in any direction, and consciousness will fail, even if other systems don't. There are reports of folks overdoing it on shrooms who apparently loose consciousness, while displaying very bizarre behavior.
Blessings
~ND
The experience i described in this thread was definately such an experience. I can best describe the ego-death aspect as lacking or vanishing 'coherence'. The counscious experience is normally composed of these facets like vision, hearing, touch, taste, etc. But there normally is also some sense of coherence: there being something that fits all of these seperate sensations together. And that thing would be you.
When i had these ego-death experiences, that thing seemed to be lacking. There was visual information and aural information as well. But no longer a fitting-together. There no longer seemed to be a coherence between all these different sensation.
Some people seem to like ego-death, and think it's a form of enlightenment or something. But i can tell you it's damn frightening. Not realy a fun thing to experience at all.
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