shroombee said:
Cheelin said:
Quite a trip, quite a wife!
Good on you, man! Cherish it!
I agree... that's pretty stellar of a wife.
The most I've ever done is 7 g, I don't think I'd even consider 15g, but who knows. MAAAYBE one day.
During my highschool years, I remember making a pot of mushroom tea for sharing amongst a small group of friends. I don't remember the dose exactly but there were for sure some strong mushrooms. I remember having a stopwatch and it's almost hard to believe but I remember like 2.5 minutes, which even seems hard for me to believe ... so I will say at the very longest it was like 15 minutes, but I'm still convinced it was 2.5 because of how shocked I was... it was kicking in
already... I had started the timer as soon as we finished our cups. That was definitely one of the most insane mushroom trips I've had, even crazier than the 7g trip. Lots of insane stuff that night, crying, bonding, "seeing." Not to the level of spasming though, thankfully. I even rode a motorcycle, with my friends on the back, doing(small) wheelies etc. It was beutiful riding around, such a nice evening. At a different point I pushed a bike to the top of a local ski hill(in the summer of course) and bombed down. I was blown away by how fast I went (it wasn't the best ideas that day lol.) Honestly it sounds way to insane but ... clearly it wasn't all a hallucination

Aside from seeing a white worm burrowing through concrete, a field of dandelions all sentiently, individually moving. There's a reason they are called magic mushrooms... that was a night I think all of us will remember for a long time, even if a lot of us went our separate ways. Having said that, 15, 20 g... You're making Terrence McKenna look like a preschooler

I watched that video on youtube where the guy was talking about his 28g trips and saying at that dose level you could be sitting in your living room, and have the terminator run through being chased by the predator. I totally believe that to be true. As well as what you were saying about 'losing control.' I think that's one of the most difficult things to reckon with high dose trips, that 'giving up control' to some higher entity or whatever.
There is that theory that says mushrooms are some 'intergalactic alien exploratory technology' and when you take them you're taken over by the aliens, controlled, allowing them to 'see' or whatever you are seeing. Given the feeling and that sensation of being out of control, beyond your own agency... has to be the scariest prospect. I can understand why the theory exists given the feeling. But, for those who dare, benefits too. I'm sure you've never been the same! And I'm sure in a good way, thanks to your wife.