It's a term the meaning of which has evolved along with the evolution of my relationship with the spice. Everytime I undertake a 'session'-which for me means repeated use over short periods of time separated by longer ones, both my intent and results become different. At first, I didn't know I was doing any work at all, it kinda worked me over, really, but now as I understand the substance, it's potential as a healing agent, and it's effects on my body,psyche , and dare I say-soul, I seem to grow with it.
My experiences with DMT are intensly spiritual, and the spice has proven itself to me over and again as a substance with the ability to both break down and restructure my mind and body in ways that I never thought possible. It actually cured a 22-year hardcore addiction to heroin as well as a debilitating depression that had caused two serious suicide attempts and has made me today a person I can look at in the mirror and smile back at, knowing deep within that I am good. It has enabled me to'work through my karma', by showing me that I am a reflection of a divine source of life behind this universe that exists beyond and throughout time. And solidified a faith that carries me through both the times I must endure and those that I celebrate.
It 'killed' me, once, just prior to my joining this community, which has received my enduring support and gratitude ever since (love you folks! Still) and that experience removed all doubt that this source exists as well as showed me my true relationship with it.
I am now engaged upon a life course that will carry me far into my future, and that path involves 'working with DMT'
'Working with DMT' saved this guy, who had wondered, for so many years, just why none of the very real opportunities for honest-to-God bodily death that had manifested in his life realized themselves to that end, and who now knows his place and purpose in a loving fulfilling life.