portalhopper
Rising Star
I've always pondered just how far the connection of purposefully ingesting DMT and it being released naturally in dream states intertwined. I have had some very psychedelic dreams in the past but have never actually fallen asleep mid trip.
I set an alarm for 2 hours. I was very sleepy and I decided it was time for a nap - but I wanted to test what would happen if I had vaped some DMT while lying down with intentions to drift off into sleep during or after the trip. I took 6 big hits and held them in deep.. I could feel the portal opening by number 4. This isn't a very strong vape, so I don't believe I would have broken through.
Eyes closed, kaleidoscope tunnel, total absence of time, complete surrender to the experience, no human thoughts or recognition that there was a human lying down on DMT attempting to take a nap. Total bliss. There were sounds and visions and things you would expect from a DMT trip that are hard to put into words.. but a seamless transition into sleep (if I ever did?) with the experience continuing the entire time until my alarm went off.
When I woke up.. totally sober human.
I am unsure at which point I switched from being awake on a substance to being asleep on a substance but that 2 hour nap was a 2 year nap. In my trip or dream or the blend of the two, there were thousands of iterations of me running through the entire process of hitting the vape and going to down for a nap. Different rooms, different beds, different worries, different feelings, different lives, different worlds. The entire stretch painted in very psychedelic visuals. Each trip inside of my trip I went further and further down the rabbit hole.. And then I would wake up. In a different bed. In a different life.. as a different "me". I would do it again.
I awoke initially confused in my own bed wondering if it was another piece of the loop but could quickly tell. I feel very well rested.
I think I found my answer, and it is that I am still unsure but it does call for the best nap I have ever taken.
I set an alarm for 2 hours. I was very sleepy and I decided it was time for a nap - but I wanted to test what would happen if I had vaped some DMT while lying down with intentions to drift off into sleep during or after the trip. I took 6 big hits and held them in deep.. I could feel the portal opening by number 4. This isn't a very strong vape, so I don't believe I would have broken through.
Eyes closed, kaleidoscope tunnel, total absence of time, complete surrender to the experience, no human thoughts or recognition that there was a human lying down on DMT attempting to take a nap. Total bliss. There were sounds and visions and things you would expect from a DMT trip that are hard to put into words.. but a seamless transition into sleep (if I ever did?) with the experience continuing the entire time until my alarm went off.
When I woke up.. totally sober human.
I am unsure at which point I switched from being awake on a substance to being asleep on a substance but that 2 hour nap was a 2 year nap. In my trip or dream or the blend of the two, there were thousands of iterations of me running through the entire process of hitting the vape and going to down for a nap. Different rooms, different beds, different worries, different feelings, different lives, different worlds. The entire stretch painted in very psychedelic visuals. Each trip inside of my trip I went further and further down the rabbit hole.. And then I would wake up. In a different bed. In a different life.. as a different "me". I would do it again.
I awoke initially confused in my own bed wondering if it was another piece of the loop but could quickly tell. I feel very well rested.
I think I found my answer, and it is that I am still unsure but it does call for the best nap I have ever taken.
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