Endless - I was merely stating an intention of mine for future growth / recreation, and experimentation... No doubt there are other endogenous substances that would be worthy supplements, but, like you, psychedelics have a dear place in my heart, and they fascinate me. None more so than DMT, although I am intrigued by Bufo... I think my next batch of bark may have some seeds being sent along with it... Part of the fun of these substances is that you can make a hobby out of it, albeit a fairly illegal hobby! lol.
Funnily enough, I have a San Pedro on the way which I intend to cultivate and nurture until the time is right, it has also been around 7 years since I last touched 'shrooms, but I think with my refreshed perspective I will enjoy them all the more this time around. I think where possible, growing your own is the 'noble' path to these substances, oh for a massive tropical greenhouse with Mimosa, Acacia, B. Caapi, some wonderful Sativas and Indicas maybe... *dreams* I have been experimenting with various synthetic phens, but to be honest I would much rather respect my body and go the natural route from now on... I feel like I have grown out of chemicals, and I think this sort of thing would be one of the most rewarding forms of horticulture.
Thing is, if we are supplementing one endogenous substance, and not the other, may that not bring around imbalance?
Enoon - I was merely speculating on the understanding upon death part, although it does make a certain sense to me that as our senses dissipate, the filters required for survival are cast aside and our concioussness may expand back to that of the collective. Total speculation though, with the limited knowledge I have of concious. Maybe that is what true enlightenment is? Maybe I'm talking nonsense, who knows. Everything from the individual human mind is totally subjective.
I do agree that our minds are only capable of understanding one element, or perspective as something as massive and all encompassing as the esoteric. Indeed, perception and selective cognisence for us go hand in hand, as they are our means of survival. Once the criteria of physical existence are removed, the name of the game may change in ways we cannot yet imagine.
I love this place, it's a rare thing for me to get to air my thoughts on these matters like this. Many of my friends are a little... 'backward' in that respect.