LemonScented
Rising Star
Two days ago swim had a heavy mushroom trip (4.2 grams) and towards the end of it he started to have deep recursive thoughts which for one reason or another induced panic. he went to his room and lied on his bed, trying to calm down, aware that his heart was pounding extremely hard and fast. almost abruptly his heart had seemed to stop and he thought that he had died. Swim didn't ascend or leave his body but remained on his bed. now he was in limbo. he walked around his apartment, looking at things. in panic he walked outside and sat on the side of the street. it was pretty late and every seemed about the same but more still than before. almost no noise at all and the normal apartment sound (pots clanking and such) seemed to be repetitive . he sat there for a couple minutes, glanced at his phone a couple of time and for some reason he had the feeling that time was no longer moving. suddenly a motorcyclist wearing black leather, with a girl on the back drove by and made a left. this registered to him as the angel of death. at this point swim was really freaked out and decided he wasn't ready to leave would rather think back in his apartment. eventually he made contact with some neighbors who gave him some water and made him feel better. the rest of the night he had trouble calming down and felt that his mind was rebooting. he feels much better now.
has anyone every experienced something like this? If so swim would love to hear about it. it was insightful but obviously very frigtening and haunting. even now theres a part of him still feels somewhat bothered by the possiblity that he had indeed died and that this is all not real.
has anyone every experienced something like this? If so swim would love to hear about it. it was insightful but obviously very frigtening and haunting. even now theres a part of him still feels somewhat bothered by the possiblity that he had indeed died and that this is all not real.